The Abstinence Doctor with Mysophobia (1V1)

Chapter 33: Can't you see that I'm jealous?

Chapter 33: Can't you see that I'm jealous?

He came more and more frequently these days, almost as many times as he did in the previous year.
    However, no matter how he came, Su Lang could not untie his knot. Perhaps Song Chengran was too defensive deep in his heart, and even the process of hypnosis was tortuous and bizarre, and he could not get any useful information at all.
    Song Chengran thanked him and stood up from the sofa. Su Lang looked at his tall and strong back and sighed. He was obviously just a guy with slow emotions, but he had to pretend to be frosty, wasting his good looks in vain.
    Song Chengran drove towards the hospital. He really had a hard time these days. He thought that if he stayed away from Lin An, he would return to his previous state of indifference to everything. But when he saw Lin An's lonely expression, it seemed that something important was quietly leaving his heart.
    He lowered his eyes and looked at his hands. His ten fingers were slender, and there were some thin calluses left because of frequent washing of his hands.
    Hmm.
    He probably knew why he was paying attention to Lin An. What else could it be? Because of his excessive desire for skin, disgusting and clumsy ugly thoughts.
    If it was really because of this reason, he should not be selfish to possess her. In every expectant and joyful look in her eyes, he gave her hope again and again, but the result was just to satisfy his ridiculous selfish desires.
    He smiled bitterly.
    Perhaps, he should not continue to delay her.
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    After that night, Lin An's stubborn personality was not smoothed out, and there was always a small lump in his heart.
    This marriage was fragile and could break at any time. She couldn't take care of herself, so how could she care about who Song Chengran loved and hated?
    She should have known these things long ago, but she couldn't control herself. Reason is reason, but the direction of the heart is not something she can control. She can't forget Song Chengran's warm and strong arms, his calm and strong chest, and the warm care he gave from time to time.
    The place next to the bed had already become cold. In the past few days, even if they slept in the same bed, the space between them was indeed very wide.
    How could she not understand what he meant?
    Lin An turned over with mixed feelings and buried her face in the quilt. After the day, Song Chengran was still the dreaded Dr. Song. It was only her mood that changed.
    She came to the hospital as usual. Just after finishing the trivial matters at hand, she saw him unexpectedly.
    It was still early, and the lights in the hall were not all on. The corner where Song Chengran stood was a little dim. The light hit him and cast a shadow. She looked from afar and felt that the expression on the man's face was soft and warm.
    His intern Xiaobai doctor was talking, probably talking about some details that should be paid attention to in daily life. His expression was very relaxed. After talking about things in his familiar field, even his usual serious and indifferent expression disappeared.
    For a moment, her heart was sour and bitter. He had never looked at her so gently, even for a glance. Maybe she didn't understand him, didn't really know him.
    Suddenly, Song Chengran also looked in this direction, and their eyes briefly looked at each other in the air for a while. He seemed a little dazed, but immediately avoided it.
    Lin An's lips trembled slightly, and he walked away quietly, but was stopped by several nurses who followed him. They were talking about the recent activities held for the hospital's anniversary.
    There was a lot of chatter, it was so lively.
    In order to catch the tail of summer, the hospital gave the staff a chance to go to the swimming pool, divided into two shifts according to the duty date.
    The leader Xu Lili asked Lin An who was still in a daze in the middle of the conversation, "Are you going? I guess this swimming club is also a social gathering. It's a public social gathering! I heard that Xiao Chen from the hospital next door will also come this time."
    Xiao Chen was the intern from the hospital next door who had a good impression of Lin An last time.
    Perhaps because she was too sad, Lin An's vision was blurred. She blinked and it became a little clearer, but after a while, it became blurred again. With her mind in a mess, she was thinking about relaxing. She didn't even hear what Xu Lili said next before answering her, "I want to participate."
    "Oh?" Xu Lili was a little surprised, "Are you finally going to give up Dr. Song and go pick up other guys?"
    Hearing her name, Song Chengran, who was not far away, also noticed the movement here.
    "Tell me, are you also interested in Xiao Chen? He kept asking me yesterday if you want to participate!"
    Lin An noticed something, and looked up in panic and found that Song Chengran was looking at her, but she couldn't see anything from his cold eyes.
    Maybe they looked at each other accidentally.
    She lowered her head again, not wanting to explain too much, and said in a muffled voice, "Well... interesting."
    The people around her just thought she was shy and continued to make fun of her.
    Song Chengran on this side remained calm, just smiled slightly, his face was gloomy, and it was hard to tell whether he believed it or not. His
    eyelashes cast a cold shadow, his smile faded, his eyes were calm as if a storm was coming, and he turned and left without saying a word.
    Doctor Xiaobai had a bewildered look on his face. How could he know that Dr. Song, who was sunny and bright one second ago, would start to thunder and lightning the next second.
    He wondered whether he should change the topic to make his mentor happy, so he went up to ask Song Chengran, "Doctor Song, I heard that there will be a hospital anniversary event in a few days. Do you want to..."
    Song Chengran's mind was dizzy, and a small flame was jumping in his heart. He was very angry, but he didn't even know what answer he was expecting just now.
    Thinking of this, a complex emotion arose in his heart. He expected a situation like this, where Lin An no longer put all her thoughts on him wholeheartedly. However, once she was really cold to him, he couldn't be happy at all.
    He said coldly, "No."
    Just one word, and it was frozen.
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