The Abstinence Doctor with Mysophobia (1V1)

Chapter 56: Rage

Chapter 56: Rage

Doctor Xiaobai was a little panicked. He didn't sleep well all night. He saw Song Chengran and Lin An every day. He thought that the two of them were obviously in love, so why did they torture each other?
    Thinking of Song Chengran's distraught look behind others, he really couldn't bear to see the connection between the two people broken.
    He thought about it for a long time and finally decided to use this method to quietly connect them. Song Chengran had his number, so Doctor Xiaobai secretly used Zhao Meili's mobile phone to send a text message to Song Chengran. Doctor
    Xiaobai deleted the text message sending record so that no one would know that he sent it, and silently praised himself for his wit.
    ...
    On the other side.
    Song Chengran stared at the text message in a daze. He didn't know who the sender was, and his eyes were fixed on Lin An's name in the text message. When he reacted, his fingers had already climbed up, and his fingertips gently rubbed the word.
    He suddenly thought of something, opened the drawer, and sure enough, he saw the ring box at the innermost. The ring in the box was very small, a little smaller than the size of his finger. It was her ring.
    Song Chengran found his rings and put the two rings, one large and one small, together. This scene seemed to have magic power. He felt as if his blood suddenly solidified. When he opened his eyes again, the room was empty and an unspeakable sense of loneliness occupied him.
    Today, he should have rested because of his illness, but he still went to the hospital. He didn't dare to let himself relax. When his mind was empty, he would think of her. He could only numb his nerves with long hours of work. He was always calm and buried all his emotions deep in his heart, unwilling to be seen by others.
    But he still lost. When he saw Lin An, he still couldn't control his mind. Distorted and broken thoughts roared in, swallowing up all his reason. In a trance, he had caught up with her.
    They haven't seen each other for more than half a month. Looking closely, Lin An seemed to have lost some weight, even the flesh on her cheeks.
    But she was still bright and beautiful, and the smile on her face was enough to pierce all his haze and occupy all his sight.
    After work, Lin An was already on her way home. Song Chengran drove behind her from a distance. He felt that his behavior was not appropriate, but he could not help doing so.
    Lin An did not take a car, but walked alone on the side of the road. The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, always giving people a feeling of smiling.
    He saw Lin An walking and running to the small shop next to her and bought a boiled corn. The corn was very hot. Lin An blew the hot air and took a bite. He could even imagine the sweetness in her mouth.
    "Really..." Song Chengran laughed unconsciously. He had a serious obsession with cleanliness and would definitely not agree with such behavior in the past. But now that all this was placed on Lin An, he only thought she was frank and cute.
    Lin An felt that the corn was very hot in her mouth. She gulped down a bite and waited for it to cool down before eating. She saw a car of a familiar model next to her in her peripheral vision. She subconsciously looked over, but before she could see clearly, the car disappeared into the traffic.
    Lin An was stunned. She was very familiar with Song Chengran's car, but it shouldn't be him just now. "It must be an illusion... How could he come to see me?"
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    the police station, Shen Yi was just idle. He supported his head with his hands and stared at the computer screen idly, revealing his complete and beautiful neck. The lines of his Adam's apple were particularly clear. Shen Yi
    didn't know what he was thinking. He laughed dumbly at the wallpaper of mountains and flowing water on the screen. A colleague who passed by immediately came over to ask him if he was in love.
    沈一眼睛眨啊眨，恍惚了一会，才弄明白同事说的话，他立即一拳虚虚地揍过去，“瞎说什么呢！”
    同事笑着走开了，沈一就背靠在转椅上，眼睛盯着天花板，不知不觉又将思绪转到“恋爱”去。他平时办案那么忙，连休息的时间都少有，哪有空闲去谈恋爱啊？
    “呼——”沈一徐徐地吐出一口气，想着今晚恰巧有空，要不要叫上林安吃个饭。最近他很喜欢带林安出去各种地点探寻美，他吃东西挑剔，喜欢到处去尝试，林安又喜欢吃，给她吃什么东西都欢乐谷。
    沈一看着她吃着他推荐的食物，小肚子都鼓地满满的，别提多有成就感了。
    犹豫了一下，他还是给她发了消息问要不要去看电影。
    ……
    林安收到沈一消息的时候，她已经走到家了。林安本觉得今天太累，想洗完澡就去睡香香。 Zhao Meili, who was standing next to him, immediately smelled the ambiguous atmosphere and instigated Lin An to go out with Shen Yi.
    Song Chengran's car stopped in the community, facing the building where Lin An lived. When Shen Yi came over, he saw it.
    Song Chengran was a little surprised by Shen Yi's appearance. He thought Shen Yi just happened to come here.
    Shen Yi waited for a while, and Lin An came down from the building. Seeing Shen Yi, he ran over like a little sparrow and asked him, "What are you going to eat this time?"
    Shen Yi couldn't help laughing at her, "You only know how to eat? Let's go to the movies tonight. ... The latest movie, the Star Wars series, is so good!"
    ...
    The scene in front of him made Song Chengran's pupils shrink suddenly, stiff like a sculpture, with a sense of despair and depression. He couldn't hear the conversation between the two, but he could see the expressions on their faces, all of which were filled with joy.
    It turned out that the person who couldn't get out of the cage was always himself, and she already had someone else.
    He walked out of the car and watched their backs as they left from a distance.
    It was a rare rainy day. The scattered raindrops dripped onto his skin along with the wind. The coolness penetrated into his bones along the surface of his skin. His skin felt wet and sticky, but he didn't want to leave at all.
    Raindrops fell on his black hair and flowed down his hair to his face. His eyelashes were long and slender, with transparent water droplets hanging on them as he blinked, trembling and about to fall. His
    eyes were full of desolation.
    The sky was as dark as ink. Song Chengran stared at that direction steadily, letting the drizzle wet his face and his clothes fluttering in the wind, but he remained motionless.
    Song Chengran felt cold all over. He was anxious and wanted to see her to soothe himself. But now that he saw her, he felt even more desperate than before.
    There were faint neon lights and music floating in the distance, but the ups and downs of the noise did not belong to him at all.
    Such a cold, depressed, silent love... this was what really belonged to him.
    The rain started to get heavy for some reason.
    There was a thunderstorm and strong winds. The cold rain enveloped him, the silence ate away at his mind, everything became distorted and bizarre.
    …
    It was already late when Lin An finished watching the movie. The rain was getting lighter, and Shen Yi sent her downstairs.
    They said goodbye, and Lin An walked into the building, put away her umbrella, and shook off the excess rain. She walked up the stairs to the sixth floor. The corridor was dark, but she was familiar with the environment here, and she could walk up smoothly without lights.
    She took out the key from her bag, but her hands were not very handy because of the cold, so the key fell to the ground.
    Lin An frowned, bent down to pick up the key, but noticed from the corner of her eye that there was a person standing by the door in the dark, and the figure looked very tall.
    Lin An panicked, thinking there was a thief in the middle of the night. Her wet soles slipped and she lost her balance. She closed her eyes and waited for the fall, but unexpectedly, her body was caught by a pair of strong arms, and then she was hugged into a wet embrace.
    When she saw the appearance of the person, Lin An's heart skipped a beat, and she quickly withdrew from his arms and looked at Song Chengran in a panic.
    Why did he come here?
    Song Chengran was wet all over, his black hair was dripping with water, and there was a small patch of water stains where he was standing. His black eyes looked deeper in the dark, with a slight red at the end of his eyes, and he looked at her with some grievance.
    He had been in the rain for a long time!
    Lin An was very surprised. Song Chengran was obviously not fully recovered from his illness, so why did he go out to get wet in the rain?
    "You..." Lin An stuttered a little, with so many questions that she didn't even know where to start.
    While Song Chengran was waiting for her, his head gradually became hot. Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and her exhaled breath was hotter than usual.
    "I came here to take a look." Song Chengran heard himself say this. Before this, he thought he couldn't talk to her calmly.
    Lin An didn't believe that Song Chengran could find her home by just walking around. She almost believed that the car following her today was his.
    What happened between them that would bother him to go out?
    Song Chengran noticed Lin An's confusion and made a lame excuse, "The divorce procedures have been completed."
    His throat was uncomfortable, and his voice was very hoarse when he spoke again.
    Lin An's nose was sore. It turned out that he couldn't wait to come over and ask her to sign. "Where are the documents?"
    Song Chengran turned his head away, avoiding her gaze. His lips were a little dry, and he didn't know how to continue to lie.
    "I... forgot to bring it."
    Didn't he take it seriously even at this time? Or did he just want to laugh at her? Lin An's hand holding the key began to feel cold, and the cold penetrated from his fingers to his heart.
    The last glimmer of light in Lin An's eyes finally went out. She felt that Song Chengran had played a trick on her. Her blood was boiling and she was burning with anger. She trembled as she opened the door with her key and quickly closed it after entering.
    With a "bang", Song Chengran's stunned expression was suddenly isolated outside the door.
    This time, Lin An really didn't want him.
    Song Chengran's shoulders collapsed weakly. He felt isolated, helpless, desperate and numb. He felt as if a big hole had been dug in his chest. All his internal organs were gone. It was empty inside, with nothing.
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