I woke up feeling energized. Not just because after ending the call with Zee, I used my own toys on myself, though that was a part of it, but because I had a fun idea. I just hoped that Zee would be up for it. When I went to the sex toy shop all those weeks ago, it had a very cool product that I didn't need. Well, I didn't need it at the time, but maybe I could use it now? It was called a We-Vibe, and if I had read correctly, it was a rechargeable toy that could be paired to my phone, and then I could give the toy to Zee, and I could control it from anywhere in the world while she had it inserted within her sweet pussy.
I liked the idea of that. I just wished it would let me taste her from that distance!
One of the joys of pleasuring Zee was that I knew that me topping her wasn't something she was used to, and I loved giving her new experiences and being in control. Yeah, at some point I'd let her take charge, but for now I wanted to give her another way to let me keep her happy while setting the pace for us.
With me not working the week after the attack, and minimizing my driving, I did some research online and picked out a pair of toys that I liked so Zee could use one on me too. I picked the We-Vibe Chorus that would stimulate from within and on the clit simultaneously and had a feeling it would work quite well! Intrigued, Harlow did the same thing after seeing it, thinking it might be a good idea to help reconnect her and Khloe too, since they could still use it even on other continents. I thought it was a good idea, even if I was getting bad vibes from Khloe's actions.
But on Friday, Harlow had to leave, which I knew was coming and still hated. It was odd, because she had renewed optimism that things might work out, while I had resigned myself to being alone with the girls again. Even the girls were sad, because having Harlow there meant more fun, and everyone liked that.
On the weekend, I was feeling up to going out again, and that meant it was time to furnish the downstairs room for Zee. Now, yes, I could have asked for her input on this. But in my mind, there were only three possible outcomes, only the one where she moved in, and our relationship fizzled, would mean that she would live there for the long term. If she moved out for another job or because we never worked out, then I would want my choices there. Likewise, if things went well for us, then there would be a good chance that she'd be moving into the master bedroom with me by the time the summer rolled around so I would want it decorated to my liking then too. Obviously, I didn't think option one would happen. Or, I very much hoped it didn't.
Besides, she'd commented several times about liking the décor in the house already, so I had a feeling that she would like what I did there with my own design flair. Jashanna and Gracie were all for that, even more so when I told them I would let them run off on their own for a shopping date while I did my own shopping. I'd already told them I would let them do that, but after the Elliot situation, this was the first time we'd had a chance to actually get out of the house for that. I dropped them off at the big outdoor Wiregrass shopping mall, and then I drove a little further down the road to the same furniture store that we'd bought all of Jashanna's bedroom stuff at.
It wasn't as easy this time. Jashanna had seen what she wanted right away, but I had to find something that I thought Zee would like, but also would fit my own personal taste as well. I really wanted her to love it though, even if it was just a temporary place for her to stay. The current room was pretty much untouched from when I'd bought it, with plain white walls and no furniture or curtains. There were blinds, but that was just a standard option on all the windows for saving a little energy by keeping the Florida sun from turning the house into an oven. But I could fix that.
Much like Jashanna's room, I was envisioning a new paint color, and then matching curtains to go with new bedding. At long last, I had a final two, either of which would look good down there. One was a cherry set with a sleigh style headboard and footboard. The other was a darker walnut, with iron posts along the headboard with the wooden frame. Either would look amazing, and I could pick paints that would accent whichever I decided to go with. But when I closed my eyes to imagine the room, the image I got was of Zee naked on cream colored sheets and handcuffed to the iron posts of the walnut headboard with eyes pleading for a release with my head between her legs.
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Uncompromising (Age Gap, gxg)
RomantikWith her almost 20 year marriage beyond repair, Demi Meadows is sick of playing games and being taken for granted. She needs something real, and someone who truly loves her instead of cheating on her for years. Her kids are almost out of the house...