Chapter 21

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I know it's time to move on, to let go of this one-sided love that's been weighing me down. The green light is there, clear as day, urging me to step forward and leave these feelings behind. But here I am, still stuck, unable to move. 

"Why can't I break free from this?"

You've been giving me mixed signals, confusing my heart with every glance, every word that feels like it might mean something—yet never does. I've tried to decipher your actions, to understand what you truly feel, but I'm always left in the same place, lost and unsure. It's like chasing shadows, always just out of reach, leaving me with nothing but doubt and frustration.

I don't want to feel this way anymore. I'm tired of the endless cycle of hope and disappointment, of holding on to something that was never really there. It's exhausting, and it's tearing me apart. I deserve more than this uncertainty, more than these fleeting moments that lead to nowhere.

So why can't I just let go? Why do I still cling to the possibility that maybe, just maybe, you'll finally give me a clear sign, one that doesn't leave me questioning everything? I know I need to move on, to find peace and happiness within myself, but it's hard when a part of me still longs for something that was never mine to begin with.

But I'm trying. I'm learning to let go, to accept that not every story has the ending we hope for. And though it hurts, I know that moving on is the only way to heal, to find the love that's meant for me, free from doubt and confusion.

Maybe I need to escape—to lose myself in the peaceful landscapes of Batanes or the misty mountains of Baguio, where the winds carry away the heaviness of the heart. There, among the rolling hills and serene vistas, I could find the clarity I've been searching for, a place where I can finally breathe and let go of everything that's been holding me back.

One day, I'll look back and realize that holding on was only keeping me from the happiness I deserve. And when that day comes, I'll finally be able to move forward, leaving this unrequited love behind for good. And maybe, just maybe, I'll find a new beginning, nestled in the quiet beauty of Batanes or the cool embrace of Baguio.

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