Black Spade || BxB

12| Spider-man

It's already been more than a week... in only four days were back on tour. I first remembered recently how little time I have before all of this will be gone again. Don't get me wrong though, music is my thing and it's what I love to do but what I don't understand is why I used so much time on Lucas if it's all gonna be gone in a bit. Is it a waste of time? Does Lucas even know I'm leaving soon? I'm having such a hard time wrapping my head around the situation and I know I should probably mention it to Lucas before he finds out on his own...

Angela, Kobi and I are invited to an event happening tomorrow. We're not playing live or anything but it's a little nicer than the usual "events" we go to. I gotta prepare myself for other stock up musicians who I have nothing in common with. I'm not sure if only musicians are coming or if it's other types of celebrities but I'm not prepared at all. All I know right now is that I'm being picked up in some fancy car at 8am tomorrow morning so I gotta be ready. If I'm late I'll most likely get scolded by our manager.

After the call with Angela I quickly brushed my teeth, smoked a cigarette then went straight back into bed to take a, hopefully long nap that'll keep my thoughts quiet for a little while.

Not long after I went back to nap, I was woken up by the sound of my phone ringing again. It annoyed me slightly since I had told myself that I would sleep for as long as possible and then afterwards watch all the Spider-Man movies while I rot in my bed till my responsibilities are gonna be thrown in my face by some upset manager or overly obsessed fan.

I picked up my phone not bothering to check who called. "What?" I assumed it was Angela who forgot to tell me something about the event. It's happened multiple times before so at this point it wouldn't shock me.

I heard a slight chuckle through the phone. "Well you seem in a great mood today handsome." Lucas replied making me realise I fucked up. I tried to avoid the nickname he gave me but it undeniably made me blush more than I expected.

"Lucas?" I cleared my throat as my eyes widened in shock. I don't know why I was trying to look calm considering it was a normal phone call and he couldn't see me.

"That's my name." He laughed slightly confirming what I actually already knew.

"Why are you calling me?" I asked the obvious question.

"I missed your voice..." he sounded genuine, which surprised me... in a good way.

"How can you miss me? We've seen each other like 3 times this week?" I rolled my eyes even though he couldn't see me. At this point it's just how my body responds.

"Awww~ you're keeping count." He chuckled. It's so sweet. I hate to admit it but his laugh sends millions of butterflies to my stomach. I don't even think Sylvia ever made me feel this way.

"Shut up." I said but in a joking way. I was still struggling to tone down my attitude around him.

Silence fell between us for a while and I was starting to get scared that I made him upset.

Lucas interrupted my overthinking. "Sooo, what are you doing today?"

"Well I kind of just planned to rot in bed today while watching Spider-Man." I told him honestly. If he really likes me then he wouldn't mind me honesty.

"I love Spider-Man!" Lucas squealed in excitement. "You can say no if it is but do you think your bed has room enough for the two of us to rot together?" I didn't expect Lucas to be so straightforward but I actually didn't hate that idea as much as I thought I would.

I was silent for a bit. "You can come," before Lucas got to say anything, I jumped in to add some more. "ONLY if you bring snacks."

"That's a deal!" I could tell Lucas was excited and so was I.

What did I just agree to? Don't take this the wrong way because I'm definitely coming to terms with my feelings for Lucas... as much as one can, but I just agreed with him that he could come over... to watch movies... while at my moms home... and I look like a dying rat. As soon as I realized the whole thing "looking like a rat thing" I rushed my way as fast as I could to get to the shower, almost tripping on the floor below me.

"Woah Marc slow down, what's the rush for." My mom supposedly heard me almost dying from running too fast.

I quickly peeped my head out to look at her sitting on our couch with a book in hand, no surprise. "Don't worry about it mom! Imma take a shower real quick."

"Alright-" before my mom finished her sentence I spoke up again with a question this time.

"Is it alright I have a friend coming over today." I answered in a rushed voice since I wanted to get to the shower as quickly as possible.

Mom raised her one eyebrow at me and put down her book. "A friend? Is it Angela?" I could tell by the tone in her voice that she knew something was up. She knows me way too well still, even though I've been gone for so long. It's actually quite scary.

"No... it's Lucas... from the bakery." I already regretted adding the 'from the bakery' to my sentence knowing that it would give it away.

She shot me a teasing stare. "Okay then, better get to shower! Can't have your future husband thinking you look and smell like that everyday." Instead of saying anything I just rolled my eyes at her and continued my rushed shower.

Looking at myself in the mirror while ruffling my hair I decided that even though I brushed my teeth this morning I would do it once again. I glanced at my lips and caught myself smiling at the thought of the kiss me and Lucas shared at the beach. It's embarrassing to see myself smiling this much for him... for Lucas. I switched my thoughts off for a second to make sure I could gain the focus to put some clean comfy clothes on. I had borrowed some striped pajama pants from Angela at one point. They are women's pants but they look nice so who cares. The few hoodies I had with me were getting washed at the moment so the only thing I had left were some T-shirts. It was a tad bit cold but I was hoping that as soon as I'm getting under the covers again it would help.

The next 20 minutes I used pacing back and forth in my room. Then I would lay in my bed and turn for a few minutes just to afterwards continue the cicel.

What felt like an hour turned out to be 30 minutes and at that point I heard a knock on the front door. I ran out my room hoping I would get to the door before my mom did. Spoilers, I didn't.

I could see my mom and Lucas at the front door, both with wide smiles as Lucas introduced himself. Before my mom got too good of an impression of him I hurried over to say hi, grab his arm and tell my mom we were headed to my room.

I let go of Lucas' hand then shut the door behind me.

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A/n
It's been a long awaited update but I've been moving lately and now I'm finally settled and ready to continue writing. If you're reading this then I just wanna say thank you for your patience! <33