𝟱𝟬𝟱 \\ 𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚊𝚌𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚒𝚌

𝟬𝟭𝟱

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I sit in the car with Isaac, listening to his voice fill my ears with random things. He looked so handsome in the light, like always. But tonight was different. Was it something in the air, or maybe I had fallen back into what I felt before?

And they called it puppy love

Oh, I guess they'll never know

How a young heart how it really feels

And why I love her so

The lyrics ring softly through both ears, and I stare at the man's facial features. I had never admired him in detail until now. How his smile curled into a smirk every time he looked over at me, or how his eyes slightly squinted when laughing. Or the light brown freckles on his nose that were visible in the sun.

And they called it puppy love

Just because we're, we're seventeen

Tell them all it's

Please tell them it isn't fair

To take away my only dream

I admire the man I had once loved before, and I realize I'm falling back into old habits. Back in love with the only man who had made me feel like me again. As Isaac drove, we came to a stop. His hands are slightly gripping the steering wheel, and he looks at me. Now with a soft pink undertone.

I cry each night

My tears for you

My tears are all in vain

I hope, and I'll pray

That maybe someday

You'll be back (you'll be back) in my arms (in my arms)

Once again (you'll be back in my arms once again)

I stare into his soft brown eyes, which slowly start to dilate in the shade. We sit with the radio playing quietly in the back. "Y/n," he says, turning to me, "Isaac". He smiles as I mention his name back to him, and he places a hand on the back of the headrest. "Don't play games with me anymore, baby," he says, resting his head on his headrest. I stare at him and blink once slowly, confused at this. He lets out a small huff, and it makes my heart flutter a bit. He had now moved his hand from the back of my headrest to my cheek. He stroked it softly, peering into my eyes.

Someone help me, help me

Help me, please

Is the answer up above?

How can I

Oh, how can I ever tell them?

This is not a puppy love

(This is not a puppy love)

I grow a bit sheepish at this, and I feel myself blushing ever so slightly. He mouths something, but before I could even catch it, he starts to lean into me. I realize what's happening, and before I can act, he places his soft pink lips on mine. After a second or 2 I melt into him. His lips were soft and warm, and his hands were as well, which the other one crept on my other cheek as well. I lean forward slightly, yearning for more of this moment. He pulls away slightly, smiling into the kiss. He stares into my eyes, and his cheesy smile captures my heart.

Someone help me, help me

Help me, please

Is the answer up above?

How can I ever tell them?

This is not a puppy love

(This is not a puppy love)

I had kissed people before, sure, but Isaac was different. The way he grabbed my face instead of my waist made me melt. He was such a gentleman and so funny. Now I realize why I could never see myself in a relationship after meeting him. No one could compare to Isaac, my Isaac. 

He was a weird mix of a sweetheart and the funniest person I know. It would be dumb to say he's a soulmate or the love of my life, but he's a guy who will be there for me. Don't focus on the future, only the present. And one day I will either marry him, remain friends, or we will grow apart. But I'm glad to say I've experienced him and all his glory. 

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