The second entry of my first love

5. fight ll

I finally reached her home. I opened the door of her room and saw Natalia crying on the bed holding her teedy. She ran towards me and hugged me tightly as she saw me "theaaaa... He fought with me again..." She said while crying dramatically.

My mood was quite happy to be spoiled but I was ready for it, i had prepared my mind since she called me. I am ready to have a headache as she dragged me inside the room.

We sat down in bed, she was holding my arms and whining to me"Theaaa you know he has changed, he didn't care about me anymore." She said and started crying again like a baby.

I tried to calm her down but that doesn't work, so I'll let her cry as much as she wants. After 3 min of crying she suddenly stopped and looked at me with teary eyes"ain't you going to stop me from crying?" she said. "No " i said without any care.

She starts whining again " you are so bad Thea, you are not comforting me nor saying that every thing will be all right. You are just like him, you also don't love me. No one loves me....." She started sobbing, I was about to say something but she started again "didn't you say you'll break his legs if he makes me cry. Was that all a lie?"

"Natalia, look i am not comforting you or saying you things will be all right because I don't know how to do these and i didn't lie to you i will break his legs but tell me the reason first. Tell me everything that happened. Okay." After listening to me properly she finally stopped crying.

She starts telling everything " I called him in the morning and said i wanted to meet him, cause it's been a month since we met each other,  last time we met on our anniversary. I wanted to go on a date with him but he denied. He said he has work to do, i tried to convince him but he said no. Tell me what kind of work is more important than me. Or is he cheating on me?" She said and started crying again.

My head started aching i didn't think much and said with a big smile"break up with him, problem solved." She stopped crying and looked at me with the corner of her eyes, her eyes were wide open and looking bigger through her glasses. She looked like I stepped on her waging tail.

" Thea, what are you saying we love each other."

" If you two love each other then why are you guys fighting?" I asked her.

"Thea fight is also a part of love. If you love someone it's normal to have little fights with them, little fights help to grow love between lovers. You can't just break up because of little fights." She explained to me like i care.

"I don't care about this at all. All i know is that the basic foundation of every relation is trust and understanding. If you don't trust or understand others, the relation won't last. No matter if it's parents or children relation, friends relation or so called love relation."

" You fought with him just because he didn't choose to spend time with you and focus on his work. Have you try to understand him why he's doing this? He is doing this for your sake so that your over protective parents will happily hand their daughter to him. But what are you doing, fighting him because he's focusing on your future. I am not, not sorry to say that your love is weak." I said angrily, she listen to me hanging her head down.

"Okay sorry Thea. I'll also apologize to him too. Iam sorry don't be angry." After a few minutes of silence she said while shaking me.

" Are you hungry?" She asked again cause she knows i become hungry when got angry.

"Wait here I'll bring you something to eat." Without waiting for my response she said and ran out of the room. I shouted as she ran "don't forget to bring me pain killer."

After spending some more time with her i came back to my home. It has already become night time. Today was tiring i sat on my bed, open the laptop to fresh my mind from couple fights.

The first dialogue i heard was "how could you do this to me?" The girl shouted as she cried " i didn't do anything, it's all happened because of you" the boy shouts of girl who was crying.

I put my palm on my head all I was thinking was ' no..no..not again'. I closed my laptop and fell back on my bed, cause my head was still aching i don't have enough strength to handle one more couple fight. Two fights are enough to make my day bad i don't want to make it worse by one more fight.

I closed my eyes, Natalia's words were roaming around my head ' do fights are really connected with love? But how are these possible. fights always happen because of misunderstanding and trust issues, if  you really love them how come don't trust or understand the other person. Love is really that weak?' i fall asleep in between my thoughts.

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