this story is from my imagination as always A gurl named Shim Chaerin born in 1998 is the little sister of Shim changmin from TVXQ she was born in Georgia but she visited Korea when she was 6 to show support for her brothers debut.
Not just long ago I recieved a call that one of my closest friend has just passed.
He's one my best best friend we've known each other since trainee days.
I called his little sister Sua because I'm going to visit his memorial.
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THIS IS MY OUTFIT
- Phonecall -
Chaerin: Sua
Sua: Unnie
Chaerin: are you there already?
Sua: yes Unnie, are you coming here?
Chaerin: yes I'm on my way now
Sua: ok be safe bye
Chaerin: bye
----------- Memorial •
When I arrived at the venue I quickly greeted auntie and uncle, I also hugged Sua really tight.
Chaerin: annyeonghaseo
Auntie: oh chaerin-na
Chaerin: sorry for your loss
Uncle: your here, thank you for coming
Sua: Unnie
When I saw Sua she was so pale and I could tell she's been crying all day.
Chaerin: come here
I just hugged her real tight and told her that everythings going to be okay.
I stayed there for the day but I had to go back home since I have schedule tomorrow.
But I'll just have to record for a bit and I have to go back here again because it's going to be the funeral.
------------- Next Day •
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THIS IS MY OUTFIT
when I arrived people are already arriving from his friends to his family.
The others couldn't make it since they have their schedule overseas like sinb that's why she couldn't make it to the funeral.
I sat beside Sua all the time to take care of her while her parents welcome the guests.
A couple of minutes later Nct 127 members arrived except mark and haechan since they have schedule with Nct Dream.
Changmin Oppa also came to pay his respects.
Chaerin: stay here for a moment okay
Sua nodded.
Chaerin: Oppa
Changmin: Chae-ya how's she doing?
Chaerin: not so well, she hasn't eaten yet
Johnny: hey
Chaerin: hey, auntie and uncle are inside the room you should greet them
They all followed me.
Just then someone held my waist and it was Jaehyun.
Jaehyun: are you okay?
Chaerin: not much
He hugged me and kissed my forehead.
After the guests arrived it was finally time to say goodbye to him for the last time.
As the funeral goes by I tightly held Sua by my side because I know she couldn't walk straight, she just lost her one and only brother in her life.
The Moon family went to Moonbin for the very last time to say goodbye.
I tried not to cry because I never cry but I just couldn't, Changmin Oppa noticed and he quickly hugged me and I hid my face while he held me tightly.
Loosing a close friend is really hard now that he's the 3rd one that I've lost after Jonghyun Oppa and Sulli Unnie, the pain never goes away and moving on is always the hardest part. Forgetting all the memories you've had with each other is so hard but I think God has other plans for him and he's with him now that's good to know.
We will miss you so much Binnie and I promise to take care of your family especially Sua I will never leave her, I love you so much see you again Binnie.
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THE LAST PHOTO OF CHAERIN WITH BINNIE DURING THEIR ROADTRIP WITH SEUNGKWAN, SINB, UMJI THE 98 LINERS.
