Jules & Lilith // lore & 'analysis'

Lilith

Lilith tends to not talk to a lot of people as a form of protection because talking taught her that it was bad. That it would get her in trouble most of the time. So her genuinely talking to someone when it's not completely necessary is the biggest proof of trust she can give to anyone. Lilith likes to cope with her trauma by drawing,just drawing all the memories and creating very disturbing pictures with that. Oddly enough those pictures tend to disturb others but she gets a sense of comfort as she sees drawing as a form of escapism. As a form to tell her story.

Lilith can't stand certain smells because they scare her. Remember her on her parents mostly. Such as the smell of coffee or cigarettes. Her father would often put his cigarettes out on her skin,leaving small scars here and there. Her mother once poured coffee over her,she called it an accident but it wasn't. Both of those smells send her into a fight or flight smell,make her stomach turn and if around to long she'll probably cry and start throwing up. Lilith also always keeps her nails short because when she was younger she would always dig her nails into her skin as a form to relieve stress. She doesn't want to do that again so she keeps them short to keep herself from doing that.

Lilith is always highly aware of her surroundings,she takes in everything around her to make sure nothing will happen to her or if something is about to happen she'll be able to make a run very quickly. Jules used to joke about it and would say she looks dumb when she always looks around like some nervous animal. But in truth Jules is just the same,he just can't admit it.

Lilith always dreamed about being a mother when she was younger,always wanted to have something she could call her own, something she created and could be proud of. but having her mother around her growing up,she got scared that she'd be the same,so she stopped that thought. Her assault also just buried that idea even more. So Lilith just sticks to helping people wherever she can as in her mind is the closest she has as a "motherly instict" and she wants to at least somehow make a use out of it.