18| Insecurity

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I felt like my heart was shattered into millions of pieces, my eyes were stuck on the scene infront of me, and I almost lost the sense of understanding

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I felt like my heart was shattered into millions of pieces, my eyes were stuck on the scene infront of me, and I almost lost the sense of understanding. My brain stopped working and I almost forgot to breathe.

Mr. Rathore was standing infront of me, kissing Miss Sana. Not like doing a play like I did. He was litteraly doing it. His lips were on hers, and the whole world spins infront of my eyes, tears falling from my eyes as I couldn't control myself from crying out.

I got cheated. He cheated on me. I said to myself repeatedly, my chest tightened with that heavy feeling of watching him kissing her the same was he kissed me. Was I that unimportant? That I was discarded and thrown away just after getting used?

The thoughts only made it worse for me as the thick hot tears stained my cheeks. He stopped the kiss and pulled away looking at me and both of them were smirking. Their smiles worked like a salt on my wounds. Mr. Rathore slowly walked towards me with the same smirk on his face.

I wanted to scream and cry out loudly but I could only utter out, "w-why?" I choked on my own tears to which he mercilessly laughed.

"What did you think? I love you? You're just a random girl I used. I got to know you have feelings for me and I used you. That's it. You're made for that only. To be used and to get discarded. To be thrown off, to be pushed away. Your own parents push you away everytime why do you think I'll like you anyways? Such a silly idiot you are." He laughed throwing his head back as if breaking my heart was a game for him. A comic play.

"B-but what about my feelings?" I cried out.

"That's your problem, I never asked you to love me, you gave in all by yourself. You are such a silly idiot girl, you even let me touch you. But honestly you're ugly as hell, and why do you think I would ever like someone as ugly as you." I felt like my heart stopped beating.

"I played with you. I lied to you. I used you. And you thought I really care about you? You're just a naive little girl with no knowledge of this world. You don't even deserve someone like me."

His words were so brutal my breathing stopped and I gasped out unable to breathe, as if I was drowning, I fell on my knees as my head spun but he had no such care about me. He just left from there laughing at my condition while I kept gasping and suddenly my eyes opened.

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