Meadema's Version

Lisa and Viv pt.2

Winter break is approaching and Viv is on her computer searching for airplane tickets to Netherlands. They have already discussed with Lisa that they will spend Christmas in Scotland with Lisa's family and New Year's Eve with Vivianne's family in the Netherlands. Viv's search was interrupted by a phone call.

V: Hello?
K: Hey Viv, are you free?
V: Kind of, what's the matter?
K: Want to go for a walk?
V: Sure, are you ok Katie?
K: Yeah, just wanted to spend some time with the GOAT. Haha.
V: I see. Want to come and pick you up?
K: Half an hour works for you?
V: Sounds like a plan.
K: Great, see ya in a few.

Viv turned around and Lisa was awake and starring at her.

V: Good morning love. Did I wake you up?
L: No, no, don't worry, I was awake just stayed in bed a bit more. Who was it?
V: Katie, we will go for a walk in half an hour, is it ok? Wanted to do something together?
L: No baby, you can go, I guess you will have some serious business talking with the president of your fan club.

They both burst into laughs.

V: Ja, I guess so. Viv continued laughing.
L: Did you eat?
V: Yes love, I made breakfast for you too, it's on the table.

Lisa took the plate and sit next to Viv.

L: What are you doing?
V: Searching tickets for Netherlands love.
L: Want me to do it? So, you can get ready.
V: Sure, you don't mind?
L: Go Viv.

Viv got up and went to the bedroom to get ready for her walk with Katie. Lisa starred at the pc but her mind was racing. She couldn't book the tickets. She has so many mixed feelings about this trip. She was not sure if she truly wants to go. She snapped out of her thoughts when she heard Viv's voice.

V: Hey, everything's fine?
L: Yes, well in fact no. No, it's not. Lisa starts crying.
V: What happened love?
L: I... I don't know Viv. I am so sorry.
V: Hey baby, no please. Calm down. Shh... Come here.
L: I-I j-just don't know if I want to c-come to Netherlands and I feel so b-bad.
V: It's ok love. Relax. We will find a way, ok?

Viv is trying to calm herself and push away the panic attack she feels coming because she knows Lisa needs her now.

L: Will we? I mean, I feel everything falling apart right now and I am so scared. I don't feel happy anymore.

Lisa bursts into tears and the panic takes over her.

V: Lisa, please look at me. Breath. I am here. Try to calm down please.
L: I... I lo-love you... So fucking much.
V: I know love. I love you too.

Viv held Lisa in her arms. Her mind was racing and she kept repeating Lisa's words "I don't feel happy anymore" again and again. Minutes later Lisa was calm again and it was time for Viv to go meet Katie.

V: You sure ok for me to leave?
L: Yes, please. You need it too. Sorry for earlier. Will you be back for lunch?
V: Umm, I will be back for dinner.
L: Ok love, I 'll order something for us later then.
V: Bye, Lis.
L: Take care and have fun.

Viv took her keys and went out of home. She closed the door and she felt the panic approaching her once again. She got into the car, put on Taylor Swift's song "Out of the woods" and started driving to Katie's home. Once she arrived Katie was already outside waiting for her. She opened the door and got into the car.