Baarish.....

part 17

# I wont be giving any title from now.  Coz somewhere i fail to stay on the track.
# I already had a storyline in my mind for this story. I read a lot in wattpad. I didn’t like the ending of so many stories i read here. And i imagine them according to my wish...and that was why i started writing here. And i find myself so fortunate that you all liked my thought.  You supported me with my previous stories.  And i hope you will do it here too. I have seen the worst rajveer in wattpad too, n my rajveer is way more better then them i think. So keep patients.... I wont do anything that hurt my readers. But keep it in mind that love after pain is a wonderful feeling......
Now enjoy the new part.....
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Rajveers pov
We returned to home yesterday.  The event was a great success.  Mom dad was so happy.  This hotel project is the first deal that I achieved by myself. Nandini is 25% partner here. She supported me both financially and mentality in this new sector and gave me courage. She have trust in me from the beginning. We dreamed this project together.
She was by my side all the time in the party.  But my mind was somewhere else.
Naina.......
She didn’t step out of the till we Check out. I didn’t have the courage to ask her attend the party with us. In fact, the whole conversation has been shortened lately Between us. And the worst part is she isn’t looking at my eyes from that day...
And THIS IS BOTHERING ME
Fuck...fuck...fuck...
I knew she should be with me in my success,  mom used to be always with dad.... I seriously messed things up...right?
But I'm not wrong either.... This was a fake marriage.....
But it was a proper marriage....
Shit.....
I need time to process all this.....
That why i decided something....
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In the breakfast...
Rajveer : dad London office se call aya tha.... I need to go there asap.
Dad: any problem?
Rajveer : some accounts issues... I think i can handle this....it will take few months...
Mom: few months??!!! Naina akeli rehgi yaha itnodin!!!
Rajveer : akeli kaise hua!!! Aap sab ho yaha.....bas kuch mahino ki baat hain.....
Mom: phir bhi beta.... You are newly Married.... You shouldn’t stay away from each other.....
Dad: why dont you take naina also???
Rajveer : it takes time dad....she doesn’t have an passport either....  Upar se visa ka problem bhi hain...
Alekh: ill handle these issues.... Passport visa dono main dekhlunga....Don't worry....
Rajveer : phir to koi problem nahi....main chala jata hu....naina ka papers ready ho jaye toh phir woh bhi aa jayegi....
Mom: ha...ye thik rehga..
Naina was mute all this time amd raj was looking for any kind of reaction from her but found none....as if she wasn’t feeling anything..... Not happy, not sad,not angry, not anything.....
And it’s bothering rajveer....
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At night...
Rajveer came to his room after dinner. He walks in to the closet to take his nightwear....
He opens the door and found some gift box there that he kept few days ago.... His friends and office staffs presented these to naina....the boss wife.
These are some gold and diamond jeweleries and some sarees for her..... But i didn’t have the courage to give her these.... I said a lot of bad words to her that day which i knew weren’t true.... She is not greedy....from the time she came here till now she is wearing a pair of gold earrings and a chain with a locket.  I assumed these belongs to her mother..... I'll be honest here....I've never seen her pretending...... She is simple always.... Wearing simple cotton dresses....and kajal....a simple bindi.....thats it......she has beautiful long n thik hair.....
Neatly tied always....
I'm going too far i think..... I'm not supposed to think that way....am i???
I put those gifts together where i put the things my family gave to naina and close the door.
I got changed and laid in bed....
The main door opens and i knew naina came to sleep......
She makes her bed and sleeps behind the sofa...far from my sight....
She slept sitting in a corner at First few day..then she arranged a thin mattress and pillow and a sheet from her room. Every night she sleeps behind the sofa and wakes up very early hiding her sleeping materials under the sofa....
I knew it all....From the beginning.....
Will she sleep on the bed when i will be gone....should i tell her to sleep on my bed befor i go.....
My chain of thoughts breaks by some sobbing..... She is having a nightmare.... Again.... Like every night.....
And like every night i just kept looking at her....waiting for her nightmare to be ended.....
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I was packing by suitcase....  And mom send naina to help me.... But she was standing in a corner, afraid of my anger....
Then i tried to start a conversation....
Rajveer : ah..naina...mere casuals dena jara....some trousers and t-shirts..... Boxers....tin char jackets and matching formal shirts and tie bhi dena.....
She was just bringing each and everything I'm asking and keeping them all in the bed....she chosen some tuxedo matches with some formal shirts and tie.....
I'm impressed.....
I took my belt,shoes,perfumes, toiletries etc etc.....including my winter wear......
And finally I'm done.....
Now the toughest part...i don’t know how to say that to her...
I investigated her bank account... She got money from her scholarship and some from the job of being the PA in my company.... She had to send some money to post master kaka for her fathers medicine.  I decided to give her some money for her need.....but how????
I put some money in a envelop and went to her...
Rajveer : naina... Take this.... Yeh kuch paisa hain...tumhe jarurat paregi....
Naina: mere pass paisa hain...aur nahi chahiye....
Rajveer : mujhe pata hain...phir bhi rakh lo....kuch aur chahiye hain to call karna.....aur ha ek baat dhyaan se shuno..
Naina: aapki koi bhi chiz ko haath nahi lagaungi....mujhe pata hain aapko ye nahi pasand....
I was dumbfounded by her statements....
Rajveer : mera yeh matlab nahi tha....mujhe kuch aur kehna tha.....
Naina: oh...sorry....
Rajveer : anyway.....chaltahu...take care......
He walks out with his dad towards the airport...
Naina was standing on the balcony, watching rajveers car going far.....she gets a text from rajveer...
I am sorry.....