Baarish.....

part-25

Naina has been so off for last few days....
Though it is obvious,  but rajveer is not liking this.
She is not expressing herself. And this is increasing her pain.
She needs to come out of the grief.

Mom dad and alekh keeping her update through phn. They are also worried for her.

Alekh told rajveer that her birthday is coming soon. Its after two days.

Rajveer planned to celebrate her birthday to cheer her up.

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Rajveer pov
Its her birthday today.....
Mom dad alekh and her friends send her some birthday gifts via querier. I received these parcel and i took a leave today.
I didn’t even let her cook today,  i ordered pizza for breakfast. I know its odd but she loves pizza. Whats my fault in it.
But she said she'll cook our lunch.
When i handed her those gifts, she opened all and took those aside....
No excitement at all....
I also brought something for her...should i give that now...
Hesitating i gave her the packet...
Rajveer : this is for you....
Naina : ye kiska tawfa?? Sare toh khol liya....
Rajveer : hoga kisika... Tum khol ke toh dekho....
Naina opened the packet and found a red shiffon saree with maching accessories.....
She looked at rajveer, he was staring at her to observed her reaction....
She understood this was from him...
Naina : thank you....
Rajveer : mujhe kyu thanks kaha?
Naina : kyuki ye aaoka gift hain...
Rajveer : kaise pata chala??!!
Naina : bas aisehi.....
Rajveer : pasand aya??
Naina : haa....its beautiful.....
Rajveer : toh kya shamko pehnogi??
Naina : shamko kya hai?
Rajveer : kyuki aaj hum bahar ja rahe hain....
Naina : kisliye?
Rajveer : because its your birthday.....
Naina : mujhe itni sare gifts...celebration ka aadaat nahi hain....main asehi khush hu...
Rajveer : Please naina....i want you to be ready by evening.... Wearing these....please....
Naina : thik hain..
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We are in my car.....
She kept her promise....
She got ready as a wished....for me....
Rajveer : kaha jana hain bolo?
Naina : mujhe kya pata!!!
Rajveer : its your birthday naina!!! You must have some plan!!!
Naina : mera koi plan wan nahi hain....
Rajveer : forget it....accha ye bolo,  bachpan mein apne birthday per kya kartethe tum....
Naina : mera birthday ke time pe jyada dar kumbh ka mela hua karta tha, toh maa baba ke sath mele mein jaya karte the....
Maa ke jane ke baad phir kabhi nahi gaye....

She seems sad....

Rajveer : um....tumhara village fair toh yaha london mein nahi milega....per i have an idea....lets go there....

I took her to the amusement park..... She become so curious all of a sudden.....
I think i selected the right place for her.....I'm genius.....

She was looking at each and every ride very curiously.....

But naina is naina.....
She will never ask for anything by her self....

So i took the initiative.... Hm....

I pulled her hand and went to the first ride....
It was merri go round....
She was excited... I can see her face......
But the good thing is she is holding my arm all the time.... For security.....
After we finish the first ride i took her to the nearby juice bar....
And ask her to select a drink....
There were some sample left on the counter and as expected naina choose a colorful one....
The bar tender looked at me for confirmation as the drink consists of a portion of alcohol,
I signaled him my consent....
She need to open up a little.... This drink will help her....
A lil bit of alcohol would not harm.....

We got our drink, and after that we tried some more rides....this time naina suggested all these....
She is jumping every were...
Like a little girl....
The alcohol is working.....

We sat on a park beside those rides....
Thought to have a little chat with the birthday girl....
I ordered a cake secretly here in the food Court and signal them to bring that now....
When they came with the cake and some balloon she was shocked.... And happy....
She cut the cake and i fed her first.... And she feb me.....
Naina : aaj barish hona chahiye tha.....
Rajveer : kyu.....tumhe barish pasand hain....
Naina : pasand se jyada jarurat hain....
I understood the deep meaning...
Rajveer : ek baat puchu?
Naina : serf ek??
Rajveer : jyada bhi ho sakta hain.....
Naina : umm....puchiye.....aaj main kush hu...
Rajveer : tum barish me rotein kyu ho?
Naina : kyuki barish mein aansu kisiko dikhai nahi deti....
Rajveer : aur aansu dikhni nahi chahiye?
Naina : aansu dikha toh choti maa jyada marti thi...kabhi kabhi  do din tak khana dwna bandh kar deti thi...

I was surprised that she didnt hesitate saying these to me...may because of alcohol....

Rajveer : share karogi mere sath? Aapni kahani?? Mujhe janna hain tumhe....

Naina looked at me for some time.... As if searching any fakeness....but i guess found none...she took a deep breath and started.....
Naina : mujhe thik se yaad nahi....per sabkuch bahaut happy tha....maa baba, main......sabkuch accha tha.....fir...fir... Maa ko koi bimari hui aur maa kahi chale gaye....kahi duurrrr, asmaan mein....mujhe chorke....baba ko chorke.....
Main bahaut roti thi...bahaut....phir Ekdin baba choti maa le aaye....
Sab kehtethe ki choti ma mujhe bahaut pyar larega...maa ke jaisa...
Lekin aisa kuch nahi hua.....choti maa dard deti thi....yaha....hath mein....piche....aur dara tethe ki main kisiko na batau..... To phir khana bandh!!!!
Mujhe rone bhi nahi dete the....akhon mein aansu dikhi to jyada maar.....
Darr ke mare mere aansu bhi nahi aane lagi per sar per dard hona shuru ho gayi thi....
Phir barish me rone ka idea aaya.....main barish dekhke bahaut kush hone lagi ki aab main roi to mere aansu kisiko nahi dikhega....aur sar dard bhi nahi hoga.....
Phir choti maa ka bhai aaya.....
Wo bhi dard dete the.....galath tarikese chutethe mujhe....yaha....yaha....

She is showing me her chest and waist....its making me furious...

Main raat ko soi toh achanak se mujhe pakar letethe...
Main sara din ghar ka sab kaam karke parne chalu to phirse kuch na kuch kaam de deti thi choti ma..aur agar galti se bhi chotisi galti hui to phir punishment....
Kabhi khana bandh to kaabhi store roome bandh kar dete the....sath me maar bhi.....
Phir donone mujhe shadi kar dene ka faisla kiya....mla ke bete se paisa bhi loya donone...agar post master kaka na hote to main kab ka bikchuki hoti....
Phir main yaha aayi....aur baki aapko pata hain.....

I was speechless.....
After some time i started speaking....

Rajveer : maine bhi tumhe bahaut tan kiya na....
Naina : aapke najro mein mere liye jo nafrat the na mujhe usse koi farakh nahi tha, kyuki mujhe aisi nafrat ka aadaat tha....balki usse jyada jhela maine...par yaha sabse acchi jo baat thi wo ye thi ki mujhe kabhi bhi dar nahi laga...koi bhi galat irada se mujhe nahi dikha...mujhe chain mila yaha....

Rajveer : phir woh nightmare kyu? 
Naina : pata nai....perain isse nahi rok sakti....
Mujhe sab nafrat karte hain na....shayed isiliye mujhe aache sapne nahi aate....
Rajveer : aisi baat nahi hain naina....
Naina : aisi hi baat hain.....
Is duniya mein aisa koi nahi hain jo mujhe pyar kare....
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After trying for last few days Could write these only....enjoy till now,will update next part in two days....