the charade of emotions

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Numbness is a cruel jest, 
Sadness a farce, 
Happiness a facade. 
Make a play out of sanity, 
Dressing up in feelings we don't truly grasp. 

Pretend you're happy— 
Laugh loudly, wear a mask of cheer. 
Be bubbly, so others seek your company, 
Make jokes and watch them laugh, 
Feign clumsiness to blend in, 
As if being “normal” were a performance. 

Cry when it seems appropriate, 
Emulate sorrow when you think you should, 
Yet the tears feel hollow, 
An empty script for a role you can’t quite inhabit. 

Why must I act out emotions I can't truly grasp? 
Am I the fool for not deciphering 
This chaotic play of so-called feelings? 
Is my inability to regulate these false constructs 
A joke in itself? 

I am lost in this masquerade, 
A performer in a tragic farce, 
Struggling to understand why emotions feel 
Like distant echoes in a hollow room. 
Is the real absurdity my own confusion, 
A misunderstanding of how to live with what others take for granted?

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