We were done with our mv shoots and almost other shots for promotions. It was the day we were required at the company to react to all the mvs. Till now everything was going good. Except one thing. There was a question keeping me up all the night though someone's thought was enough to do that too.
Yes Vernon. But question is related to him too.
HOW DO I PROPOSE HIM ? TO BE MY BOYFRIEND ?
I know we were going on dates, we kissed and we both know that we like each other a lot. But I need to propose him, put a stamp on our relationship. Not that I am afraid that he won't accept or will run from the comittment. But he might think it's too early.
He is one of the people I know who is really adamant on his decisions. So I know he won't run away from me. But is it the right time ? Or is it too quick ? Am I being too greedy ? Or too clingy ? My head was bursting with thoughts when I reached the company. I was one of the last people to reach there.
We all watched the mvs, cameras capturing our reactions. The title track looked majestic and promising. We could see our hard work taking face beautifully. Everyone was impressed with the transitions and themselves. Every member had their charm which was evident in the video. And not to mention Vernon too.
Everybody praised each other and we moved onto unit mvs. We watched hip hop unit first and I was flabbergasted. Vernon looked freaking sexy and charming. His voice was deep and raspy, his rap as melodious as ever. His way of doing it was pretty impressive as it always had been.
And he looked so damn handsome in that outfit. He completely rocked that look. And the song was really impressive. Coups, Wonwoo and Mingyu looked handsome as ever. Song ended and everybody complimented them for how cool they looked. Next was performance unit and it was magical.
Their movements were really noticeable and song was like an addiction. Vocals were noteworthy and the visuals were appealing. And the last one was vocal unit. I was a bit nervous. It was usual but this time a bit different cause someone else's opinion mattered a bit more this time.
Song started and everybody started pouring compliments. My part came out well. My voice was good and vocals on point. Outfit looked nice too. I looked at Vernon to find his eyes locked with mine. He gave me a smile which faintly translated to proud and content. I was satisfied.
We were done for the day as everybody was chilling a bit before going back. I found myself sitting with wonu this time. He was busy with his phone while I was with mine. Suddenly my eyes started looking around only to stop at one person. Vernon was sitting with seungkwan and dino.
Seungkwan was telling them something as Vernon and dino were busy laughing hysterically. "I hope you aren't bothered by what I said hyung" wonu's deep voice pulled my attention. "What ?" I asked him startled. "I meant no ill intention. I just noticed that and said that you and nonie are always together" wonu said looking at me intently.
I couldn't tell he was messing around or being serious. "I know that wonuyaaa" I said as I was sure whatever it is, he can never mean harm. He smiled at me lovingly. "Hyung I hope you know that you don"t need to say unless you want to. We want to join in your happiness only when you want to" he said in low voice but I could feel concern under his voice.
I felt like a weight was lifted off my chest. "Thank you wonuyaa" I said smiling gratefully. I was glad wonu talked to me about this. Sometimes younger ones act really mature than us hyungs. "It's fine hyung. And I can see nonie more happy these days" he said grinning at me. I could feel the teasing under the fondness.
"Yaaah you brat" I slapped him jokingly on the shoulder as both of us laughed. "Guys, listen to me" Coups shouted from across the room pulling everyone's attention. He looked a bit tensed. "What is it hyung" question was darted towards him by many of the members.
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Embracing You (VERHAN)
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