Clashing Cliques

Lauren's POV

He still hasn't apologized for what he said and did at the hospital. Hell, it's weird even being in the same car as him right now knowing what I know. He's been so discreet, so I feel like the chances of him sending those notes at the same time on accident like that is slim. He did that on purpose. He had to have done it on purpose. My question is why?

I really don't get it. He's not even looking at Jess or me. Just staring off out the window. He's probably zoned out, or thinking about something unbeknownst to me.

It's frustrating knowing the person that has been tormenting Jess for so long is this close to us. The person that made her feel like she couldn't tell anyone. The person who threatened her whole life and family if she did. At least if he found out she did. God, I hate that she felt like she had to keep this hidden for so long before she finally told me.

I want to kill him. I want to kill my own brother, even though I don't even want to call him that anymore. He feels like a stranger to me now. The brother that I knew is dead to me.

It's funny, I thought not knowing was killing me. But now that I know, it's killing me inside to think my own flesh and blood is capable of this. Not even that it's her but just to anyone, my brother is a psychopath. Are we the same? Will I turn out like this too? Will I eventually hurt the ones i love for my own obsessions?