His To Adore

Fears and pain

                      Arohi's pov

"Do You still think I am the one lying?" His deep voice snapped my attention towards him.. I remained quiet not daring to make a sound. Not because I am afraid of him, but because if do I would not be able to hold myself together.. The tears in my eyes dried and I dared not to blink and renew it.. The lump in my throat was now threatening to kill me.. He slid his phone in his pocket and killed the space between us in two long strides.. My spine straightened in alertness. He brushed off the hair on my face and wiped away the marks left by my dried tears..

"You don't need to be afraid of me Amore.. I have no such intentions. You will forever be mine and I will burn every hand that tries to touch you without your consent.." He pauses for a bit and studies my expression..

A sardonic smile appeared on my face. "And you? I don't want you to touch me and force me.. Men like you only want one thing.. When it comes to your own needs you won't even hesitate to...... to rape me." I was barely holding myself anymore..

Don't cry. Don't cry. You are not weak.

His finger pressed my lips.. "Shh.. I know what you are scared of.. You are scared of getting raped, harassed and abused.. You are scared that I will make you my sex slave.." His eyes held emotions I couldn't decipher or I should say I don't want to decipher.. "But here you are wrong Amore.. I want every bit of you.. Not only your body but also your soul.." He continued.. "I promise I won't do a single thing until you or your body asks me to.. I will make sure you beg for every bit of myself inside you.. I will fill every fucking hole in your body until I am the only one you can think of.... But only when you ask me to.."

I remained quiet studying all his features.. "You are lying.." I said..

"Check it yourself Amore.." He replied..

He circled around me as his fingers traced the collar around my neck.. It was another evidence of how much trapped I was.. "Does this hurt Amore?" He said from behind me.. "You know why I did this? Because you let another man touch you, and dance with you.. This was your punishment."

A audible click was heard and the collar around my loosened.. He unlocked it and threw it somewhere.. I took a deep breath now that it wasn't holding my neck tight.. His finger traced the area. My muscle stiffened and I ceased to move.. Every touch of him sent shock waves through my spine.. "Why are you doing this?" I asked trying my best to keep my composure.

"Because I am obsessed with you.. You have no idea how you plague my thoughts.. You have to face the consequences of stealing my heart Amore.." He said.. I couldn't see him but I could feel his smirk behind me.. His touch still lingering in my neck.. I felt him unchaining me from behind...

"Don't think much Amore.." His warm breath tickled on my neck sending shivers through my spine as he slowly freed my hands.. "You aren't as trapped as you think you are.."

I was completely unchained now.. Physically.. But his scrutinizing gaze kept me in place.. There's no hope in running now.. Its utter stupidity.

A small gasp escaped my lips when he took me up in his arms and proceeded out of the basement.. I didn't struggle.. I needed to get out of here.. He brought me to a large room with a king sized bed in the middle.. Every corner here screamed class and elegance.. I looked around the room.. Everything I saw was more expensive than I can ever imagine.. He placed me on the head as he said.. "Go shower and change.. You can take your clothes from there.." He pointed towards the closet. "I will wait here."

I cautiously stepped towards the closet and opened it. The large interior welcomed me. Every corner screamed money. I took whatever my hand thought was right and ran to the bathroom.  I needed to be alone..

I closed the door and turned on the shower.. Now that I was finally alone I allowed myself to break into pieces.. I dropped to the ground and pressed my mouth hard scared of a sound escaping. The monsters in my head kicked back. I was trapped again. Endless tears flowed from my eyes as the shower suppressed the sound of it. No. There must be a way. I will get the hell out of here. No matter how much power he holds, there must be a way out of this mess.. I wiped my tears only to let the new ones take their place..

Disgust crawled over me and I harshly rubbed the places he touched trying to wipe him off from my skin.. The lingering feeling stayed and my eyes let out a river mixed with the water that ran down my skin.. I felt so fucking weak. Rage burned in my veins at my failure of protecting myself. Maybe it wasn't completely my fault yet it slashed and burned every bit of me. It was all my fault. I cried until I felt tired of it.. I was mess by now. I let the water wash my tears until there was no marks left..

I slid into my clothes and checked myself in the mirror. No crying marks. No marks of weakness. I opened the door as I saw him sitting on the bed and doing something on his laptop.. I forced my expressions neutral and noticed that he had showered. But there was no other washroom over here which means he went out of the room. And I was alone. Fuck. I lost the chance. Dammit. 

He looked over at me as he closed his laptop and approached me. It took me all my strength not to step back and run.. My heart beat was erratic and my stomach churned with anxiety. He towered over me as he said.. "You look beautiful Amore.."

Yeah I just cried the hell out of myself.. Because of you bastard.

I remained quiet and gulped back the words dancing in my tongue..

"Let's get to bed.. You're tired.." He said as I widened my eyes. Bed? Here?? With Him?? Oh God.

"NO." I almost shouted as he chuckled..

"Yes Amore.. Bed. But You can relax. I am not going to do anything... At least not tonight.." His words were more terrifying than relieving..

He didn't wait for my response as he took me up in his arms. I struggled nonetheless knowing well that it was of no use..

He placed me gently on the bed and pressed a finger on my lips.. "Shh.. Now be a good girl and go to sleep.."

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