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heejake (A)

I keep making heejake angsty asf 😭😭

Heeseung has been secretly in love with Jake for years, but he knows that his feelings will never be reciprocated. Despite his unrequited love, Heeseung keeps his true feelings hidden, watching from the sidelines as Jake goes about his life, blissfully unaware of the depth of Heeseung's affection. But when a new student arrives at their school who starts flirting with Jake, Heeseung finds himself struggling to keep his feelings hidden.

Heeseung watches helplessly as this new student slowly worms her way into Jake's attention. She is beautiful and confident, and she seems to know instinctively how to get under Jake's skin. Heeseung feels a pang of jealousy and sadness each time he sees them together, but he remains silent, trying to push down his feelings and maintain a facade of indifference.

But as time goes on, Heeseung finds it harder and harder to keep his true feelings bottled up inside. Everytime he sees Jake laughing with this new girl, he feels a pang of jealousy and hurt in his chest. He starts to find himself getting angry and irritable, snapping at Jake when he doesn't deserve it, and taking out his frustration on those around him.

Heeseung | POV

Everyday, I watch him interact with her. Her laughter tinkles through the air like tiny bell, and her smile is bright and beautiful, like sunlight peeking through clouds. I can't help but feel a pang of jealousy in my chest every time I see them together.

It's torture, this unrequited love. To watch the person you care about the most, be happy with someone else. Someone who isn't you. It feels like there's a knife twisting in my heart, digging deeper and deeper each day.

I try to hide my feelings, to keep them locked up deep inside where no one can see. I act like I don't care, like it doesn't hurt every time I see them together. But it does. It hurts more than anything I've ever felt before.

Sometimes, I find myself hating her. For being able to be with Jake in ways I never could. For being the one he smiles at, laughs with, and spends time with.

It's stupid, I know. To feel so strongly about someone who doesn't feel the same way about me. But I can't help it. I can't make my heart stop feeling what it feels.

I wonder what it would be like, to be the one he looks at with that soft, affectionate smile. To be the one he talks to late at night, sharing all his secrets and dreams.

The words bubble up in my throat, threatening to spill out at any moment. "Jake," I begin, my voice barely above a whisper. "There's something I need to tell you."

He looks up from his phone, his eyes meeting mine, curious and concerned. "What is it?" he asks, his brow creasing with worry at my serious tone.

I take a deep breath, mustering up all my courage. "I need to tell you something...something important."

He sits up straighter, setting his phone aside and giving me his full attention. "Okay," he says, his voice steady. "Go on."

Here it goes. The moment of truth. I can feel my heart hammering against my ribcage, fear and anxiety mixing with the hope and desire to tell him the truth.

"I..." I start, my voice quivering slightly. "I've been in love with you for a long time. Years, actually."

I watch as Jake's eyes widen in surprise, his face displaying a mix of shock and confusion. I keep talking, the words spilling out of me like a dam bursting open.

"I know it's crazy," I continue. "And I know you probably don't feel the same way. But I can't keep it inside anymore. I needed to tell you how I feel."