MC Devil Dogs #4 Which One Should I Love?

Kidnapped

Penny

     Cherise told me we are going shopping today.  I don't need much because I hope to find somewhere to go live soon. Cherise loaned me a cute sundress with some flip flops.  I am a little bit shorter than her so the sundress was kind of long on me.  I see that the other girls are dressed like they are going to the club.  I get in the van with Cherise and hope Jackie doesn't start anything.  We get to the store and Cherise walks around with me.  I get some basic stuff.  I grabbed some jeans, tshirts, underwear and toiletries.  We finished before any of the other girls.  We walked over to the magazine stand and was looking through them while the other girls shopped.  I hear Razor yell "Get to the van all of you!"  Razor walks out with Cherise and me.  He gets us in the van safely.  I see that Cherise is really pale.  I ask if she is okay.  I hear her whisper that her mother was in the store.  Now I know why she was looking like she is going to be sick.  We get back to the clubhouse and as we step inside Razor lets Jackie and Cherise know they need to go to Prez's office.  I see the both of them follow Razor to the office.  I decide to go on up.  I got into the room and realized I forgot our bags.  However I do not want to go back down right now.  I decided to just chill out until Cherise comes back in the room.

     Cherise came back to the room with Razor following with all our bags.  I thanked him and went to start going through the bags while the two of them talked for a few minutes.  I take all my toiletries into the bathroom.  I decide I needed to wash all my new clothes.  I asked Cherise about taking them down to the laundry room.  She told me she would show me where everything is.  I get down there and start the washing machine.  I head back up to my room and run into Brick on my way.  I say "Hey Brick."  He smiles at me and says "Hey sweetie, have you met Tank yet?"  I shake my head no.  The guy with him is also very handsome with a really sweet smile.  He holds out his hand for me to shake.  I hesitant but decide to go ahead especially since Cherise really trust the two of them.  I smile and shake his hand "Nice to meet you Tank."  He smiles gets bigger and he says "Penny the pleasure is all mine."  I can't help but look at these two men and think I wish things had been different for me.  I continue on to my room while my laundry washes.  I have to make sure not to forget them though. 

     I head back to the laundry room to grab my stuff out of the dryer.  As I get into the laundry room I see Jackie having sex with one of the guys.  Shit do I continue to get my clothes or come back later.  I really want to get them and be done.  Jackie looks up to me "Penny you want to join us?  We can make it worth you while."  The guy snickers while he continues to drill into her.  I shake my head no and hurry to the dryer to grab my stuff.  I will fold them in the room.  I hurry out of the room and I hear them both laugh.  I know now why Cherise hates that girl.  I get back into our room and start folding my clothes.  I realize Cherise phone is ringing and she is in the bathroom.  I walked to the door and told her about her phone ringing.  She asked me to look to see who is calling.  I see that it is the clinic.  She tells me to go ahead and answer it.  I answer "Hello."  It takes a second but I hear the nurse that I met that day ask to speak to me.  She informs me that I need to come back in to discuss some of my test results tomorrow.  I feel my heart drop.  I know now that I am going to have to be treated again for some kind of STD.  I sit on the bed and start crying.  I hate what my brother has done to me.  Cherise comes out and I tell her what they say.  She texted Razor about me needing to go back to the clinic.  I laid in bed that night dreading tomorrow.

     I woke up this morning with a sense of dread.  I follow Cherise outside and see that Razor and Brick are both going with us.  We get to the clinic before anyone else so hopefully we will be done soon.  The nurse calls me back and Cherise comes with me.  I know we hardly know each other but she feels more like family to me than anyone has for the last decade.  I am sitting here waiting on the doctor.  Hoping against hope that everything is okay.  The doctor comes in and I can see by her face that it's not good news.  I take in a deep breath and wait for the results.  The doctor states "Penny it looks like you are in the early stages of pregnancy.  However we also found out you have chlamdydia so since you are pregnant I will need to treat it with Azirthromycin.  I understand your situation is a little different so it's still early enough for an abortion."  I can't help but cry.  I explain to the doctor that I am not sure about an abortion.  I know I have no clue who the father is.  However, my brother made me have two abortions already.  I just don't know if I can have another one.  Sometimes it be nice to have someone to love and have them love me back even if the baby was made by someone I have no feelings for.  The nurse and doctor leave the room.  I asked "Cherise tell me what to do? I already had two abortions."  Cherise is crying also and says "Penny I can't tell you what to do baby, no one can.  I can tell you I also have had to have an abortion before.  However due to it being my father's child I desperately wanted to get rid of it."  Cherise sighs and says "I really can't tell you what I would do if I had to have more than one abortion to be honest but I still stick by you no matter what you decide."  She comes over and hugs me.  I cry a little more.  The nurse comes back in with the prescription for us to get filled. 

     Once in the van the boys decided for us to grab some lunch since my visit took awhile plus we went ahead and stopped by the pharmacy to get my medication.  They take us to a diner to grab burger and fries.  As we are sitting there eating I can't help but think about the baby in me.  I try to eat a little because if I keep it I will need to take better care of myself.  I have already had two pregnancies what if I have another abortion and God decides I should never be a mom.  Maybe one day I could actually meet someone that we love me with all my flaws.  I can't help but think about it though.  This just might be my only chance to have a baby.  I can raise this baby without a man.  I can do it many mothers do it on their own.  I mean atleast I would have someone to love me.  I don't know who the father is though.  I mean Stephan had multiple men come in this last couple of months.  I feel that I am going crazy right now.  I hear a sob escape me so I jump up and run out of the diner.  I just need a minute to myself without anyone looking at me. 

     I ran outside and was going to run toward the van when a older man with two younger men stopped me.  I have no clue who these two are.  I try to step around them when the two younger men grab me.  I go to scream when one of them sticks a rag in my mouth.  They tie my wrist together and then shove me in a vehicle.  I look out the window and see that Brick has ran toward me but all of a sudden more men step out.  I see that one of them has pointed a gun at Brick.  I don't want anyone to get hurt because of me.  I pray they do not shoot him.  They get him inside the vehicle and he tries to check on me.  I can't help but cry.  If I hadn't of ran out of the diner then he wouldn't be in trouble.  They take off with us and the whole way Brick is telling me not to worry that someone will save me no matter what.  I wish I could believe him.  We get outside of town.  We pull onto a dirt road and they throw Brick out of the vehicle.  I sigh with relief thinking he was atleast safe now.  However within the next second they shoot him.  I see him fall and close my eyes.  I must have fainted because the next thing I know I am in a room somewhere.  I try to move but I am tied down.  I can see through the open door that the older man is in the next room talking to that girl from the club.  I think it's Jackie.  I am so overwhelmed right now.  I don't want to die but I don't want them to touch me either.  I now have to think about the baby too.  I am fucking screwed.  I can see there are several men out there.  I see that woman that is Cherise's mother too.  So that let's me know it's not Stephan people that got me.  I have a feeling though I maybe worse off now.