Behind The Screen | Bangchan

chapter 1

The voice of her heels faded as she stood infront of the door,her clammy hands reached the knob,still struggling to open it,not ready to face the chaos that stands on the either side

Evelyn

A hand reached the knob from the side of my waist,well that's my manager and a friend,beck
she gave me a warm smile squeezing my waist to give me some comfort and that's when we turned the knob,the camera flashing right on my face ,multiple of them,the voice of the crowd echoed in my ears,the bodygaurds trying to control the crowd that happens to loose it way beyond the boundaries today,I squinted my eyes as beck lead me to the car.

Well that's the thing about being a kpop idol,you've already lost your personal life and you'll be judged by every move you're going to make,and if you're loved they'll go crazy if you do something that doesn't fit their idealistic version of you....well you've technically lost your own control in your life,and there's no going back

"Well we made it in alive" beck sighed as she sat on the seat

"Hey? Eve?" Beck shaked my shoulder to snap me back in consciousness

"When are they going to accept me for what I'm and not what they want me to be?" I thought out loud,as I looked at a banners

"You're a disappointment on being an idol"

"You shouldn't date"

"yugyeom is mine"

"Throw her out of the company"

"Well,don't worry eve,this all will settle down after like five minutes...we're already answering about this issue publicly"

"Yeah.....it'll settle"

I felt my throat blocking up,my vision was becoming blurry,a strange feeling on my chest as if someone plunked down something heavy on it

"We're here" beck snapped me out of whatever the shit i was in

"Give me a minute"

"I'll be waiting outside"

I gulped down some water and calmed myself down,I have to do this,it's a matter of few minutes,But well.....I was going to see him after ages

I stepped out of the car,well thankfully the crowd here was less due to more protection,
The bodygaurds covered us and beck lead the way to media directly.

A smile appeared on my face when I saw yugyeom,no matter what happens today atleast i'd be able to meet him,due to our pictures getting exposed by paparazzi,the companies held us under watch, he managed to email me to deny everything to everyone,including beck,he didn't say anything further,maybe the company wanted him to do that,maybe his company knew,or maybe some of his members did.

I walked and sat across his company's table,my eyes landed on his,he removed his in split of a second and smiled to the press,my hands were shaking,I still wasn't sure about all this,I wasn't sure if I'd be able answer their questions, I wasn't sure if I'd be able to say anything at all

"So as some photos of you both is coming out,and they seem like dates...what do you both want to say about it?" One of the reporter asked

"Well...we are friends,and not at all dating,I don't know how that thought even crossed your mind" yugyeom chuckled "but yeah...we were shooting something that's why we met alot but well that shooting is now cancelled due to these rumours"

"What's your view on this miss.evelyn?"

My eyes that were stuck of yugyeom moved to the reporter,I hesitated for a bit but beck elbowed me