Behind The Screen | Bangchan

chapter 4

"Okay" a sigh from her lips escaped as she sat in front of the laptop,preparing herself to go live...

The last time she went live,everyone was against her,she knew they still would be,she always used to end up in bad situations when it came to controversies even though they were just fake rumours...people always judge without listening and even after listening the whole truth

"Hi lynns"

(A/n : her name is "Evelyn" (pronounced as avlin) and stage name is eve,fandom name is lynn,the name is in this way stating the fact "you complete me" (eve-lynn)... lynn also stands for "pretty" in Spanish)

Her eyes trailed down to the comments,trying to find good ones as most of them were hateful

I love you eve

A smile appeared on her face as she read that

"I'm sorry I've been offline,moon,my cat,she died...you all have seen her right..." her eyes became teary

"This was her necklace" she said as she showed it to the camera "pretty right?" She smiled but her eyes were still heavy

Fuck you

Fuck off

Nobody wants to know

Even though she was used to it,it hurt her...badly

You look fat

There's no way yugyeom would date a fat whore like you

As she saw his name on the screen,it just pained her more...he hasn't contacted her since that whole press meeting happened and she wasn't able to,what if he lashes out at her? What if he gets in trouble because of her?

"How are you guys doing?" She took a pillow to cover herself,hugging it tightly

No matter what she claims,those comments did affected her...and she knew her company would react to it,giving her strict diets to follow,and those body draining workout schedule

She tried to find good comments on the live,and whenever it showed up,a bright genuine smile would appear on her face...

Chan and staff members were behind the camera,
reading and scrolling the comments,staff couldn't care less about the comments....but on the other hand chan did cared...a little maybe

He signaled her to end the live,staff looked at him in confusion,she sighed in relief as she really wanted to get over it

"I'll need to go now....love you lynns" her lips curved into a smile,finally closing the laptop she threw her head behind on the couch,she looked at the ceiling as tears fighting to fall out of her eyes,she slowly closed her eyes,letting them out..

"Why would you tell her to stop the live"

"I guess that's all what live was about...making an appearance and she did so...I thought" his voice trailed off

"Remember from next time,that's not your duty to do"

"My duty is to protect miss.evelyn,I suppose"

The staff member just gave him a glare and headed out of there

"Thankyou" Evelyn mumbled,she knew he won't reply so she didn't wait for him to say anything

She walked inside her room,as chan waited outside,she opened her laptop again...her fingers roaming on the touchpad,the pointing arrow roaming around yugyeom's email i'd

Would they see his personal email i'd aswell?
What about instagram....

She groaned and finally sent a "hi" on his personal mail i'd, which she assumed no body knew about

She closed her laptop,or else she would only stare at it,waiting for a reply

She heard a knock on the door

"Coming"

"The manager called you in his office"

She nodded and closed the door,dressing up in decent clothes,as far as she could see....she knew what the meeting was about

She left the apartment as chan followed her behind

"Protect me" she glanced at chan,trying to force a smile on her face,chan stood straight,without looking at her,like he always did

Her palms were sweaty,shaking a little,she didn't really want to face all this,chan grabbed the door knob, she nodded at him giving him a cue to open the door,both entering the room

"Sit,evelyn" the manager pointed at the chair

"Well...we saw today's live and it occurs that fans aren't really happy with you,and your appearance" the manager said as he looked at her from upside down

"So,we'll have you go into some diets,to maintain a healthy body image...I mean we all know what people are attracted to" a smirk appeared on his face as she just looked down...in disgust

"I don't think you should say that" chan intrupted but the manager just ignored him

"And you'll have a personal trainer,we were still figuring out the best one for you"

She shook her legs...scared of something,well many things

"Is this all?" Chan asked

"Yeah"

"We should get going ma'am"

They both made their way to the apartment,she slowly rested her head against the door

"Do you have anyone"

"What?" Chan asked

"Anyone who's a good trainer...I don't trust them...the company" she said,still keeping her eyes closed

"I don’t"

"What about you?"

"I'm a bodygaurd"

"Have you ever trained someone? Any experience?"

"I was a trainer,for five years then i changed professions"

"Then do this,I'll need you around anyways so be my trainer as well"

"I can't,the idol trainers are way different"

"Why else do you think I'm asking you to do it?"
She snapped

"I'm the boss right?" Her eyes became polite,a desperation for him to say yes to this

Chan bowed his head down,not moving his body....even tho he knew he can step back from this offer,for some reason he didn't

Her words echoed in his head

"Protect me"

He took few seconds to respond "Okay,I'll do it"

"I'll pay you more" she smiled,chan didn't care about money...

"You don't know how much that means to me"

She said finally walking towards the kitchen

"Why me?" Chan asked in confusion,still not moving from his spot

"Because I trust you"