Behind The Screen | Bangchan

chapter 10

She vaguely remembered what happened in the noon,fainted memories of it passing by her eyes

"Fuck" she groaned,throwing her head in her hands

"Drink this" chan spoke in stern voice,she gave him a weird smile taking the glass from his hands

He probably thinks I'm insane

"I won't tell anyone"

"Mm" she raised her eyebrows,still gulping down the hangover drink

"What you told me"

"Ah" she mouthed and nodded steadily,squinting her eyes in embarrassment as chan left the spot

"What was I thinking" she hits her head,whining in regret

But a part of her trusted chan,she didn't knew why exactly but she knew he would never say anything about it to anyone

She got up and went straight to her room to take shower,her heart pounding as she remembered how close chan was to her,her lips curling up in a smile unintentionally,she slapped her face
"brace yourself together park evelyn" she tried to keep her face straight

Clearing the steam that covered the mirror,she looked at herself,her red cheeks and the smile that won't go away

"You're going insane"

"What do I do" she groaned as she caught her chuckling all by herself again..

"Blow away my thoughts" she dramatically said while drying her hairs

The warm air soothing her headache in some way,she didn't realise the time passing by,her eyes were closed,her hairs flowing like a river as the air hits them...

She looked herself in the mirror,tilting her head slightly,the memories of chan passed by her eyes again

She shook her head abruptly to push away her thoughts

"Get it together girl" she rolled her eyes,turning the switch off

She got dressed in comfortable clothes,walking out her eyes looking for chan,usually he would be right outside but she didn't see him today

She walked downstairs just to see him in the kitchen

The wind around her was blowing,as she admiringly saw him cooking....for her

GET IT TOGETHER

she shook her head,as if trying to shake away the thoughts

What are you doing to me bangfuckingchan

"What you making?"

"Ramen"

"That's not on my diet"

"This is for me"

She pursed her lips in embarrassment

"I knew,I was joking....HA ! Got you" she chuckled awkwardly

"I made you some eggs though" he placed a plate infront of her

"Woah,that looks so appetizing" she grabbed the chopsticks,stuffing her mouth with the food

"It's all yours,slow down" she gave him a embarrassed smile again

What's up with me today

She groaned in her head

"How's it?"

"It tastes like...you know what it feels when your in hell and then suddenly you feel like you're in heaven" she spoke gulping down the food,having no idea what rubbish she was even saying

"No but i'll take that as good"

"It feels like that shit you take after holding it in all day" she narrowed her eyes,as if in deep thoughts

"Oh my god,i think you're still drunk" chan said with a disgusted face

"You know what? I think that too" she pointed the chopsticks at him

WHY THE FUCK WOULD I EVEN SAY THAT

she groaned in her head,she really wasn't sober yet but not that drunk either

"I think I should go,eat this upstairs"

"I think that too" chan nodded his head..

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3 AM

She got up from her bead,her eyes still being half closed,she almost drank half jar of the water

"I'm craving for an ice cream" she whined opening the door

"Just order some" getting startled by the voice as she didn't notice chan standing there before

"How do you even function without sleeping" she narrowed her eyes at him

Walking past his place, still yawning, she sat on the couch

"Well,I do sleep when the other gaurd takes my shift"

"I can't order,last time I did...they caught me and then the diet became more strict"

"So yeah,can't take the risk" she turned her head towards him

Its for the best if she stays at home,trying to avoid her cravings..ironically by watching ice cream mukbang on television,so lost in it that she didn't notice chan going out of there

Her gaze from television is intrupted by tapping on her shoulder,she turns her head just to see chan hovering by her side awkwardly.

"Well.." he attempts to say something,their eyes stuck on each other but soon she broke the eye contact as her own trailed to his hands....holding an ice cream bucket.

"Where did you even get that from" her voice is squeaky,as in happiness, she took the bucket from him,her lips puckered a little as she mouthed thankyou to him,her eyes are glossy as she looked at him with excitement.

"Thankyou" she turned her head to look at her ice cream,a soft giggle escaping her lips that made chan a little flustered "Well they can't stop me from buying one" he mumbled,walking back to edge of the couch while looking over at her from the corner of his eyes.

The next thing he knows,she's right in front of him, her hands sticked forward holding a scoop in front of his lips,her lips pursed, "eat" she says softly,chan isn't able to understand why his heart is beating so fast, without realising he licks the ice cream which makes her smile giddily while chan chuckles at her cute reaction,she looks prettier this close,she leans back in the couch eating the rest of her ice cream,chan is lost but it hits him soon...he just stared an ice cream spoon with her.

He watches,as if everything is in slow motion,how her lips are covered with ice cream,there's nothing he can do to stop staring at her...it's like he's lost and his eyes aren't in his own control.

He needs to pull himself together,he thought and moved his head away,his eyes awkwardly surveying room while his mind is still stuck to her.