"Leave her" I said. He raised his brow at my words and I understood what he wanted.
"Please..." I begged and a smug grin erupted on his lips. He took my chin between his fingers while tracing his thumb over my face.
"Don't beg, sweetheart. Just sign...
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I have always imagined myself to be surrounded by someone's warmth who will bring calm to my chaotic mess.
In this moment, it seems to be her. She is making me feel things which I never felt. It is uncontrollable, breaking all the barriers of my self-control.
"Please, no." She whispered. My lips were almost about to touch hers but I stopped.
That no was nothing more than a meek whisper but I swear, it was the strongest word she could have ever said to me.
My arms loosened around her and she shifted herself, and stood up eventually.
I sighed, as the feeling of her touch faded. I closed my eyes, pushing my hair back.
It was too much. How could I lose my control just like this?
Was I that weak?
No, I wasn't but she made me.
I opened my eyes to be met with the sight of her standing in front of me like an obedient kid getting scolded by her teacher.
Her face was flushed, and her eyes fixated only on the floor.
I stared at her for a few minutes, taking in her disheveled appearance.
In the meantime, I tried to relax myself. But I couldn't.
However, the ring of her no constantly reminded me of the boundaries which I should not cross.
At least not now.
"Is something written over there to get your eyes hooked?" I asked and she lifted her eyes up from the floor.
She didn't say anything and looked sideways. Even her silence feels so seductive now. The way she breathes, the loose strands of hair falling over her cheeks and the way her eyes grow wide, everything is so enticing.
I am acting like a horny teenager, probably. But it's not every day that I kiss someone or to be specific, get kissed by someone.
I didn't kiss her, she did. But next time I would definitely kiss her back. I couldn't help but imagine all the times where I shall kiss her in the future.
All those fake scenarios were clouding my mind with a sultry haze.
"So, shall we discuss how many shades you have, Miss Kim Y/n?" I said and her eyes grew wide.
Cute.
I chuckled a little. I know that I am not acting like my usual self. But honestly, I want to act different now. I want to push her buttons and see how much she tries to resist me and my effect on her.
"Fifty shades of Y/n" I said. Her brows crashed, intriguing me even more.
"Fifty shades of me?" She asked
"Fifty shades of you" I stated.
She still looked confused. I noticed her expression and now, it was confusing me too.
