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" mane she trippin das all , Ian een give no attitude towards shawt " I said shaking my head venting to my homeboy cuz I knew he would give valid advice. " shit it lowkey sound like u did have a prolum wit the question " he shrugged sparking a blunt.
" but I didn't tho .. naw I lowkey did " I leaned back thinking about what had happened. " nigga I know u did. And she knew too " he took a couple hits from the blunt before passing it too me. I grabbed it also taking a few hits.
" ok so what do I do now? " I asked sitting up. " u texted her? " he tilted his head. " she ain't answering a nigga " I said sighing. She could be so fucking stubborn at times. " nigga go pull up what the fuck? " he raised his eyebrow.
" right right , well keep selling my shit while I'm gone ima pay u for it " I nodded at him be for grabbing my wallet and car keys. " it's all good bra bra " he dapped me up before walking away.
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" she woke? " I whispered to Kianna who was squinting her eye at me. " niggaaaaa go check why u still asking me? " she stomped her feet. " Igh Igh big ass stomps " I said before walking into the hosue. The cleaness of their house scared me everytime.
" she in her room by the wayyy " she said before smiling at me holding her hand out. " fuckin weed addict " I sucked my teeth before pulling out an eighth and putting it in her hand. " bitch bye " she waved me off before walking into the living room.
I shook my head before making my way upstairs to savani's room. That was our first argument ever. And if this what ima have to do everytime then ion Eva wanna argue with her Eva again in my life.
" mama " I walked into her room seeing her sitting on her bed rubbing her eyes but a mug formed on her face when she seen me and the flowers. " Mmtch , why she let u in? " she said with a raspy voice. I chuckled at how cute she sounded.
" I'm sorry mama , hm " I passed her the flowers then sat next to her. " mmm , sorry for what?" She side eyed me. " for getting an attitude witchu like that , it wasn't mature of me and I'm sorry " I missed her cheek.
" Mm I forgive u , don't let it happen again tho , just communicate " she said before sitting in my lap straddling me. " I will ma, trust me I will " I rubbed on her butt. " oh ANDDDD nomore being hypocritical " she pointed her finger at me. I nodded before laying in her lap.
" who was that boy u was at the club with the other night? " she asked rubbing on my face and head. " that's was my homeboy Maury , why wassam? " I raised my eyebrow.
" Kianna thinks he's cute and asked me for his number but I told her ian know him " she shrugged yawning. " tell er I'ma send it too her cuz he asked me the same shit " I rubbed on her knees.
" mmm alright " she said before the room fell into a comfortable silence. The only thing u could hear is the air conditioner. " u smell good " I sniffed.
" thankyouu " I could feel her smiling. " u hungry? What u eat? " she asked. " mannn I'm hungry as fuck bra , Ian ate shit since this morning I been workin all morning " I sighed hearing my stomach growling.
" Mmtch why u ain't said nothin then? Get up " she pushed my head up gently before getting out the bed and grabbing my hand. " watchu wanna eat? " I followed her out to room and to the kitchen downstairs.
" shit ion care as long as it's good " I shrugged rubbing my forehead. " mash potatoes and lamb chops? " she asked.
" hell yeah " I smiled licking my lips. " big back " she laughed turning on the kitchen light. I watched her every move. Her ass bounced every step she took. I felt like the luckiest man alive.
" turn some music on , ion cook without music " she shook her head which caused me too nod mines. I let go of her hand and walked over to the couch grabbing the remote and going to her playlist.
Baby u ain't no good for me Yeah , yeah, yeah
Slow down Try to get to know me , maybe put your phone down.
" Okay now come back , come sit down " she looked over at me , I smiled before walking over to the barstool and sitting on it watching her prepare the food.
Like slow down Baby slow down Like , slow down __
" ma u did yo shit , who taught u how to cook like this? " I side eyed her as I ate my plate of food. " myself " she chuckled eating as well.
" yoself ? Yo momma ain't teach u? " I cleared my throat not knowing where this conversation was gone go. " ehh my momma wasn't around " she said softly.
" oh shit my fault ma " my eyes widened with regret. I wasn't tryna start that open up shit yet. Ian like opening up. Especially with the past I had.
" no , it's all good " she kept eating her food but not with full interest. " naw ma , wassup " I sighed knowing we was about to have THAT conversation.
" ion like bringing up my so called mom , ion like bringing up nobody from my past " she cleared her throat pushing her plate back a bit then looking at me.
" why? Is this something u feel comfortable talm bout? Cuz if not we don't have too. " I kept eating my food glancing at her from time to time.
" I mean I have too now so I might as well " she let out an awkward chuckle before sighing.
" when I was about 6 years old my so called father was shot to death. But he never really cared for me before that so I didn't really bother but it affected me in ways I didn't even realize. That same year my mom started doing hard drugs I mean very hard. No one was even there to take care of me BUT my cousin and her mom my aunt basically. They took me in and raised well my cousins did. My aunt was a crackhead as well , never paid the bills , never had a job , never cooked , never nothing. " she said looking at the floor.
" me and Kianna basically taught ourselves how to do everything. Her sister wasn't really much of a help since she was always working to make sure the lights stayed on. So it was always Just me and ki roaming the streets ourselves and allat we had to start our own hustle from a very young age , yeah it was hard but look where we is now " she sighed before shrugging.
" damn ma , that's some powerful shit , Ian think u had allat in u, u strong ma " I smiled rubbing her thighs. I wasn't ready to open up yet so I wanted to change the subject quick.
