[ENG] Things Fade, 2010-2012

In the void

In the infinity of the universe

I came looking for you

for a brief moment, I found you

I reached out a hand in the shadows

just a spark

only a spark

there's no voice in the void of the cosmos

this space is an empty place

and clouds on Earth our only consolation

stars we can see shining

in the distance

they don't look so good so close

they will burn you

I loved you, I love you

I whispered to their ears

so that no one could ear my exhaled confession

so foolish

but it's such a miracle

in this empty universe

always expanding towards nothingness

I found you

just you, my only star

I caught you in my hand and held you dear to my heart

there was undeniable warmth

in this crooked love of mine.

I found you, I found you

in the void, I just found you

I dreamt of you before dawn, in the clearest.

Walking through the city I stopped, and I

turned my head for a coming star

So you were falling down to this Earth

but I, I'm just

a simple creature

I waited for you all my life

and then suddenly

in this cold universe, in this hateful place

you were there, in my heart

Like the stars, the Pleiades

always shining together

that was my stupid dream

to be part of your light

but we are no twin stars

I touched your hand, and you turned away

do you barely see me?

Do I exist, for you, or am I

just a distant star, in a crowded cosmos?

Do I burn your eyes,

are you afraid to die

in my black hole?

But it's a dream, it's just a dream

a wish upon a faraway light

with so much desire upon her

she can't possibily grant it all

In the void, I float

speechless and hopeless and lost, forever

there's a dream I remember, my star

your smile carved in my heartless heart

in my heart of hearts, that's all I kept

and it's burning

look at me from down there

and smile

I will grant your every wish

my baby

and maybe

did you realize,

all those lights

are just memories

in the void,

through the dark,

from my heart,

I love you