A broken girl and a mafia story
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"I lov--" he was about to say those words but I put my hand in his mouth to stopped him and said "don't please" a tear escaped from my eyes "I'm not strong enough to...
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I asked my Uber to drop me at nearby park. I have lots to think, in a second my whole world flip down. She met Xavier, that same man whom she loved but don't want to love him, just because she thinks that he will not able to stay happy with her. The same Xavier who is getting angry very quickly right now. Within 2 seconds of meeting, Xavier threatened her. And then she remembered that Xavier is going to get married to Ashley. "You are playing with my heart and mind Xavier. My mind want to forget you but my heart can't."
She was lost in her thoughts, she didn't even realize when the morning turned into night. She just sat there and thinking today. A cold breeze touched her body and went away, goosebumps rose all over her body. Her thoughts of bubble brust when her phone rang. Without seeing it she answered. "Hello" then a she heard someone shout from another side "Mommy" her heart beat immediately rose. She checked the name its an unknown number "Luna baby what happened? Luna where are you? Luna I'm asking. Please respond baby. You are making Mommy worried. Luna" Then she heard someone's giggles. "Xavier that's not fucking funny. Don't even call me again and Luna, I'll talk you later." She hung up.
She sighed and get from there and headed towards her apartment. I opened the door and entered, and looked at the mess I have to clean up. I take out coat and tied my hair and started cleaning. While cleaning my phone was continued ringing, I knew that person, i don't want to talk to him not right now.
After one hour, I saw the whole room, the satisfaction i received from myself after cleaning it. I smiled and pat myself "Good job Lyala. Let's go and sleep now, from tomorrow onwards you are not going to get proper sleep." I laid down and looked at the ceiling "did I hurt him more than I realized? Do I hate his touch? No then why I jerked my hands from him. The pain his eyes were carrying i can feel it. But again if he loves me then what about his and Ashley marriage? Am I thinking too much? Will he loves me the same way will he did two years ago? Should I run away or should I tell him that I'm not the girl he is looking for. But again my heart hurts whenever I saw him with any other woman." I was thinking a lot but I don't even know when I fell asleep.
Next morning she woke up with a phone ring. She picked up the phone without seeing the number. "Hello." She said in a sleepy voice, then a manly voice responded "you are still sleeping, Lyala you have office today. Wake up." There is no reply from her side, only her cute snores are audible. Xavier chuckled and shout "LYALA. ARE YOU LISTENING?" She then woke up and look at the time "you motherfucker do you know what time it is now? Why you always ruined my sleep. Get some fucking work Xavier."
I asked irritatingly "it's only 5 in the morning why are you asking? Don't you have any clock in your house?" She sat up and shouts "I've clock in my fucking apartment. Why the hell you always ruined my beauty sleep. If you got up early then why are you disturbing me? My mind is not working since long, i can't even think straight, and my fucking headache i don't know when my brain will burst out of pain. So please Xavier let me sleep, AND YOU FUCKING GO BACK TO SLEEP." She hung up.
