Chapter 16: Regrets, Guilt, and Frustrations.

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Caution: May contain sensitive topic such as suicide, self-harm, abuse, sexual assault and contains sex! You have been warned! This is a work of Fiction!

 "Do you like me? Cause you always steal glances at me.."

She asked me, with a straight face slightly embarrassed.

She was waiting for me to answer.

I remember what me, Enzo, and Ronin talked about last night.

"If she asked you, if you like her. Answer honestly! Stop lying to her and to yourself! You're throwing opportunities out of the fucking window! You know this more than anyone...." Enzo said to me,

"Fuck the contract! Find a new job, you do have a degree and license in psychology and psychometrician..use that and apply in a hospital!!" Enzo added,

"Or you can talk to Yagoo." Ronin suggested,

"Be a man! You like her, tell her! Own up to your feelings! Be the Satoru we know and love, the Satoru who can stand up to anyone...."

Enzo said to me,

I looked at Raden, I could feel my body burning up.

"Yes, I do." I said to her with a straight face, making eye contact with her.

"In fact I liked you the first time I saw you..." I added to her,

We were both awfully quiet,

I could feel my face burning, she was red as a tomato too.

"H-how could you say that so bluntly?" She asked me,

"Because.... I want to be honest to myself and to you.." I said to her,

"It's fine if you don't like me or anything...I'm just being honest to your question..." I said to her,

Trying my best not to have an awkward atmosphere.

"You know.....I like you too, Satoru..." She said with a low volume of voice.

A shiver was sent down my spine.

I looked at her,

I was speechless.

"You're pretty cool....You're like Daisuke Jigen..Always tough..." She said to me,

I smiled at her.

"Thanks...well I do see myself in him sometimes...I am rarely soft.." I said to her,

"You're a gentleman too...charming, sweet, caring, understanding, and hardworking too.." She said to me,

"Thanks..." I said to her,

"I can't believe...I won you over Sora, Azki, Bae, and the others.." She said to me,

"Then what's stopping you from telling them the truth?" She asked me,

I was hesitant to be honest to her,

"Asides from creating a commotion and trouble...It's against my contract to fall in love with one of you ... .That's why I chose to suppress these feelings...but a wise man told me to be honest to myself.... I do like them...but the difference is, I can explain why I like them....You? I can't explain why I like you to be honest..." I said to her,

"Must have been a real wise man.." She said to me, we both laughed.

"So...does that mean we're a couple now?" She asked me,

"It's up to you...." I said to her,

"That's not for me to decide..." I said to her as I put my hand over hers.

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