The NeuroPsych

Chapter 5.5: Chaos in Love.

Caution: May contain sensitive topic such as suicide, self-harm, abuse, sexual assault and contains sex! You have been warned! This is a work of Fiction!

 "So Bae, where do you want to go?" I asked her while we waited for a taxi.

"T-take me somewhere you plan to take your future girlfriend to a date in your hometown." She said shyly.

I thought for a bit,

"Sure. I gotchu, Bae!" I said to her excitedly.

The taxi arrived and I whispered to the driver to take us to the National Museum of Fine Arts. The driver agreed and drove us to the Museum. I paid for the fare and went inside to the Museum. I was free of charge since I am a Filipino Citizen, so I only paid for Bae's entrance fee.

We entered the Museum, on the entrance we saw one of the famous Filipino paintings that was sized as the whole wall. (4 m x 7 m).

It was the famous 'Spoliarium' ; it was painted by a famous Filipino painter named "Juan Luna" back in the 19th century. It depicts the dying gladiators from the backstage of the Coliseum. The dying gladiators are being dragged across the floor. This symbolizes the brutality of the Spaniards (colonizers) to the Filipinos back then.

I explained the painting to Bae,

"Cool." she said as I finished my explanation to her.

"You know Bae, that painting reminds me of you.

"Why?" she asked me, curious.

"Because it is chaotic, like your personality is chaotic! But even though you're chaotic you give peace and serenity to me." I said to her as I patted her on her head.

She blushed as I let go of those words.

We continued exploring the Museum, we saw a lot of sculptures and paintings.

I took some pictures of the paintings and sculptures, while Bae kept doing stolen shots of me.

"Hey Bae, why do you keep picturing me stolen shots? You could just ask me for a pic you know." I said to her,

"W-well stolen pics are better. A-and...." She went silent, unable to finish her sentence.

"And?"

I asked her while we were walking in a hallway in the museum.

She was quiet.

"Well whatever your reason is, I don't mind it." I said to her,

"Satoru, why are you like this?" She said as she stopped walking,

I looked at her as she was behind me,

"What do you mean?" I asked her, worried,

so I went to her and looked at her.

"No-nothing." She said, looking away and shyly.

"Hey Bae, it's better to let it out than keeping it to yourself." I said to her as I crouched down to look at her wonderful face.

"It's not fair Satoru!" She said as her voice trembled.

"What isn't fair? You can tell me." I asked her,

As I stood up and I put my hand on her shoulders.

"It's not fair Satoru! I am supposed to be the very concept of chaos! I am chaotic in nature yet you manage to calm me down and make my immortal peaceful and happy. It's not fair how can you, a mortal being, make a goddess happy and enjoy her immortal life!? Just why are you so lovable? Yes you're not unlike any other man I've met before! You're not tall, you're not handsome or idol-looking, you're not even intelligent! Yet you know what words to comfort people! You're just witty and caring nature yet you have those charms that even the goddess gets attracted to you!" She said as she broke down in tears.