no escape

it's time

Even after months of knowing, Porsche still couldn't believe he had actual potential human beings inside of him.

Seeing and hearing them through the ultrasound machine was always a disturbing experience. It kind of grossed him out too. For his defense, he had grown up believing the only foreign element that could invade his body was either food, parasites. And, well, more recently something else...
(which he tried not to think too much about because he had been celibate ever since his breakup with Kinn, and even though he DREAMT of fucking someone - anyone at this point- his brain and body seemed to both agree nobody would to touch him as long as he had... them.)

"Them", that's how he decided to call the things inside of him. Because until he had not seen them with his own two eyes in real life, they weren't babies.

Anyway.

His life regained a sense of normality. Thankfully the pregnancy wasn't visible apart from a slight bump that looked like he had just regained weight. Also he felt much more energetic ever since he saw Kinn again. Despite his desire to be distant from his ex, his doctor had been right. "They" apparently needed Kinn's pheromones. He had accepted that regrettable fact after the boat
ambush (during which he had felt sooo good even meters away from him, he guessed pheromones were like invisible waves). So he had decided to go along his baby brother's plan to integrate him into the Theerapanyakun pack.

He'd accept every invitation: brunch, parties, movie nights...Since they were held at their estate, Kinn didn't even need to be present (which was fortunate because he wasn't in town most of the times). Porsche felt good as soon as he stepped a foot inside the pack house. He slept over sometimes (Tankhun had one day proclaimed one of the guest rooms as his) and when it became harder and harder to be away from the estate, he stole a bunch of clothes from Kinn's room. By that time, he knew the house layout and staff like he was a part of the family so nobody had suspected anything (and Kinn had a literal room full of clothes so he wouldn't notice a few shirts missing anyway).
Everything was going smoothly, up until he had to face the inevitable.

"It's the seventh month" the doctor declared.
"I know"
"The C-section is scheduled in two weeks"
"I know" Indeed, the doctor had been adamant about it. Porsche couldn't carry "them" for more than 30 weeks or it would become dangerous for his life, as his body was not made to carry
"babies the size of two American football balloons" he had said. And it was not like he was not happy to finally be free from them -he felt heavy and his back was killing him-, but...

"He has to know."
The doctor had also been adamant about the fact that the father had to be present in order for the premature babies to survive.
"They will NEED his pheromones." He added.
"I know! You told me a hundred times already!"
"Then why is he still not here?"
"I need time"
"I gave you time, sir. Now I'm afraid it's my obligation as a doctor to act"
Porsche felt his muscles tense at his threat.
"I'm not letting my patient and two healthy babies die because of a lovers' quarrel" he continued.
"You know nothing about me!" he snapped.
"I know your name is Kittisawat. And I also know that a guy named Porchay Kittisawat recently married a Thai pop star who, as it turned out to be, was Kim Theerapanyakun, the youngest son of one of the richest families of this country. It was all over the news."

Porsche gulped.

"I'm sure Korn Theerapanyakun would love to know one of his in-laws has a true mate. It would look great for his political campaign." And then added with a scary look only omegas were capable of : "My boss plays golf with him."

"OKAY!" Porsche shouted. Geez. Omegas could be so bossy sometimes.
"This is my last warning, sir. I'm serious. If he's not present at the last appointment before the Csection, I WILL call my boss."

Porsche sighed. He knew he couldn't keep the secret forever, he just hoped he could shy away from his problems just a bit longer.

Of course, he had to tell Kinn at some point. Although the true mates situation was fucked up, Kinn will have children walking on this earth whether he liked it or not. It wasn't Porsche's choice, nor Kinn's for that matter, but it was reality. He could not keep the truth from him. It would be cruel to have kids of his own and not knowing about it. Cruel for Kinn, and for the rest of his family that he had learnt to cherish over the months. He loved Tankhun, Kim, Vegas and his boyfriend Pete, Macau... They all deserved to have nephews and cousins.

That's why, even though he had seriously considered to put "them" for adoption, he knew it would not be optional once the Theerapanyakun would be informed and he knew for certain that "they" would be happy growing up inside this pack.
Kinn would be a great father too. He knew it to his core.

So...
It was time, he guessed.