It's Always You ~Loscar~

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(Oscars POV)

Luckly, both of our teams were staying in the same hotel. Engineers on the 2nd and 3rd floor. Team principals, pit wall personal and reserve drivers on the 4th floor and drivers on the 5th floor.

So as we pulled into the hotels underground car park, and got out the car, it was nice to be able to keep a flowing conversation . Walking into the elevator, we were quiets confined.

I'm not sure who thought it would be a good idea to install an elevator this small. However did, wasn't in their right mind. As we were lifted up, the elevator slightly shook and, with no room to catch myself, Logan did it for me.

(Logan's POV)

"Are you okay Osc?"

"Yeah... I'm good, thanks,"

I knew he was lying. One of my arms snaked around his waist, while my other hand was placed on his chest, over his heart. I could feel his heart beating faster with each passing second. It felt like an eternity just standing there.

My grip on him slowly got looser, my hand sliding lover and lover on his chest and my arm slipped off his waist till my hand was on his ass.

Pulling him ever so closer to myself, if that was even possible, he hid his face in my neck.

I could have stood there with him and just took in the smells of sweat mix with his cologne for hours. Unfortunately, nothing good lasts forever and the ding of the doors forced us to seperate.

Walking out of the enclosed space, not a word was said between us.

My room was at the end of the hall and I assumed Oscar's was too. Upon swiping my key card to the lock, Oscar stayed behind me. As I walked into my room, and turned to closed the door behind me, he had already started to walk away. Strange.

"Good night Osc?" My voice came out in a more question tone then I intended.

Whatever, the last thing I need is to overthink everything. Right now all I want to do is lay in bed and only focus on the good form today.

Spending over half the day with Oscar was something I could never get sick of. I had every little detail of him ingrained in my brain. From his superstitions to the way his hair bounced with each step he took. I was so in love with him. it hurt.

It hurt knowing he would never love me back. He had the perfect life, perfect family perfect career. He had everything I wanted, he was the person I wanted...

I hate this feeling. I just need something to distract myself from my thoughts. So, in hope to find anything that would take my mind off of it, for the first time since I left the track I looked at my phone.

I really shouldn't have done that. See the texts from Alex flood my screen only made me feel worse.

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So, good news and bad news...

Good news, I should be getting a lot more chapters out within the next few days.

Bad news, the only reason I can do that is cause I have Influenza... so we'll see how this goes.

Anyways, WTF DID WILL AMS DO?!?! They drop Logan with only 9 races left, and don't have a solid plan to back it up? I mean I get why they did it. They just got new upgrades (which got Alex DQed) that Logan crashed, and they don't have the money to keep going down this path. But what really don't sit right with me is that they got a driver from f2 (forgot his name), who has extremely low odds of actually getting an F1 seat next year cause Williams already have their drive line up for 2025. So the odds are that he'll go back to F2 but because of the different from the two series he'll have to readjust again to his F2 car. Not to mention, whoever takes his seat in F2 for the mean time could end up getting it over him, kinda like what happened to De Vries, but not really of that makes sense.

Side note, what makes Logan leave if even more heartbreaking, is that DURACELL, a SPONSOR, gave him a better good bye post than Williams.

Anyways, enjoy my lovelies!
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