Locked Up Heart |LivDom|

26. Hungry for payback.

Liv Morgan's POV
4 months later.....

My days have been sorrowful.

The death of my friends.

My broken arm.

And Dominik disappearing.

My life has never been the same and on my darkest day, I wanted my life to end. I wanted this whole suffering to just stop. Nobody understood the pain I was really going through. Everyday just felt like shit.

I couldn't work anymore. I couldn't help people the way I use too. I was a broken therapist and no longer qualified anymore.

With my injuries, I had to do everything by myself with struggle.

Going to my friend's funeral and knowing they are no longer with me, pained me. It hurt me like hell even more because I didn't get a chance to say goodbye.

Especially Raquel.

We had a big fight and I moved out and i didn't fix things with her. I chose Dominik over her and I hate myself for it.

But Dominik, the person I loved and gave my heart too, stabbed me in the back. Played me into believing he loved me.

I spent my nights crying to sleep. Wishing that he would come back but he never did and everyday without him made everything so much more clearer now.

More clear than ever.

I was officially done crying about the death of my friend.

I was done crying about my broken arm.

And mostly importantly, I was done crying about Dominik.

I was done letting this entire situation ruin my life. My life is already fucked. What's left for me to care for now?

Someone tell me because I can't seem to find not one.

I constantly dream about it in my sleep. Suffering by each passing day that I did everything for him. Dominik must of never appreciate everything I did for him.

I help him, got him out of prison and gave him a second chance when no one else would.

I trusted him.

I should have never trusted him.

I trusted one of the most criminal mastermind in all of new jersey to escape prison only to play me a fool.

But I'm still a fool. A fool because deep down, I can't hate him too deeply but I want to hurt him. Hurt him the way he hurt me but I guess I will start down the line.

Start by getting revenge.

One way or another, I am getting my revenge on him and in fact, the entire judgement day.

Especially her.

Rhea Ripley.

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If I remember anything is that I can't handle the judgement day alone. It's crazy to think about but I need my revenge. There isn't a if or but. ITS A MUST!
I know exactly how dangerous they are. They are killers and powerful but they made one mistake already.

And that was keeping me alive.

If they were smarter, they should have killed me when they had to chance.

Today, I'm visiting New Jersey State Prison. I remember Dominik was really close with a jail mate during his time here. He talked about him a lot during our sessions. I also remembered that he is getting out in just a week now.

Which sounds perfect to me.

"Oh Dr. Morgan, what brings you here? It's been awhile." The warden remembers me. I put up a smile.

"I'm here to visit.....a close friend." I lied.

"Oh yeah? Who is he?" He asked me.

"Carlito." I answered.

The warden was confused, he arched an eyebrow at me.

"Carlito? The one with the apple?" He questioned me further.

"Yes, him. I heard he was getting out soon so I wanted to talk to him. It's been awhile." I lied again.

"How many criminals are you friends with Dr?" He laughs, making a joke.

More than you think.

But eh....I'll get him ready for ya. Lunch time just finished so you're in lunch." The warden tells me and I smirk.

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I waited in the visiting hall.

I heard a buzzer and heard heavy footsteps. Carlito sat down in front of me. He looked confused and looked back at the guards out of worried. I signaled him to pick up the phone so we can talk.

He does what I said.

"Good Evening Carlito." I said to him.

"Um....who are you?" He spoke as he asked me.

"I'm Dr. Morgan. Dominik's-"

"Güerita." Carlito cuts me off. He smirks at me while he says it. "I know who you are now. Dominik talks about you all the time while he was in prison and when he visits me. I never thought I would be able to see you." He admits to me.

He did?

I'm getting off topic.

"Well....this saves time from the  introduction but I have a proposition." I said to him.

"What is it?" He asked.

"You help me and I will help you. I know about your case. I read into myself and I actually might be able to help find your brother Primo." I said to him.

Carlito was now interested and I can tell by his face.

"Okay....so what do you want in return if you help me?" He asked me.

"I want to take out the judgement day. They killed my best friends that helped Dominik out of prison. Rhea Ripley also broke my arm and I was injured for 4 whole months. I want my revenge for what she did." I explained to him.

"Woah, the judgement? You realize they are mass criminals right? There is a reason why the police can't stop them." Carlito reminds me but I roll my eyes.

"And yet I'm still alive after what they did to me." I stated.

"You're lucky that you are. I'm sorry but....It's too much of a risk to go after the judgement day." He says as it seems like he is not willing to help me.

"Then you'll never find your brother." I said to him lastly as I was about to leave.

"Wait! I'm not entirely saying I won't help. I get it. You want revenge but you.....you have to have a plan. Like a really really good one." He stops me and says.

"Don't worry about a plan. I have a really good one." I smirked to him. "As long as you help me, I promise I will help find your brother." I said to him.

"You promise?" Carlito asked.

"I swear on my dead friend's life." I promised him.

"Then we have a deal Doc." He says to me.

"Please, call me Liv." I stated to him.