Maya & Carinas Daughter

Chapter 7

It has been several hours and you still haven't woke up. Everyone was anxiously waiting to hear some news on your condition. Dr.Grey come out of the room.

"Is there any change?" Maya asked
"It's looking promising, we're hoping that she wakes up in the next hour" Dr.Grey replied with a little smile
"Oh thankgod" Carina expressed

Maya turned to Carina and placed her hands on her shoulders.
"What I said earlier, I'm sorry. I just... I was so so scared of losing her and I took it out on you and I shouldn't have because she's your daughter too and you were just as scared as I was. I'm sorry Carina, so so sorry" Maya said as a tear left her eye.

"I know you are bambina, but I should be the one who's sorry. You are right, I have caused all the stress and it is my fault thats she here. And as much as that hurts me, the good thing is, is that she's stable. She's a fighter and a damn good one." Carina replied wiping the tear from Mayas face.

"We can't keep doing this to her, look at her. She's physically not well and that's down to us. We've not been very good moms to her, we've got to change that or the next time, she might not be so lucky. We could lose our daughter" Maya expressed

"I know, and we will. We will do better for her" Carina expressed, she was going to finish her sentence until Travis interrupted.

"Hey uh- can I talk to you both please?" Travis asked. He had a concerned face on which worried Maya and Carina.
"What is it Trav?" Maya asked
Travis took a deep breath. "Before Lucia lost consciousness, she uh- she mentioned about how she may be able to get to see the clouds."
Maya and Carina stood there in utter shock. They didn't know what to say.

"What? She... she said that?" Maya asked
Travis nodded his head before a nurse come out of your room to say that you were waking up. Everyone immediately entered the room, Maya and Carina sat in either side of your bed, holding your hands.

You slowly opened your eyes.
"L..Lights off?" You asked. Andy dimmed the lights so it was almost dark in your room. "How are you feeling bella?" Carina asked. "I uh- I don't know" You replied
"Baby, what do you mean you don't know?" Maya asked squeezing your hand
"I don't want to talk about it, I just want to sleep. Can I please sleep?" You asked slowly shutting your eyes.
"Of course bambina" Carina replied placing a kiss on your head. Everyone left the room and Maya and Carina spoke.

"What's this full meaning about the clouds?" Carina asked

"Uh- so she thinks about dying when she can't sleep or shes anxious, she says it helps her anxiety and then she can fall asleep, she said the clouds they-they look like a bed, how they look warm and soft and nothing could hurt her when's she's in them clouds" Maya expressed

"Oh- I uh- I wasn't expecting that... does she really think about hurting herself?" Carina asked as a tear left her eye

"Before no, It was just something she thought but wouldn't do but now after what Travis said. I-I really don't know" Maya replied as a tear also left her eye.

"What are we going to do bambina? She's our baby and I don't want her doing anything to hurt herself" Carina asked

"I don't know. I don't want her hurting herself either but... maybe let her come to us about it? Let her know that we are here for her but let her come to us. Us forcing ourselves onto her, bombarding her with questions is just going to make her want to do it" Maya expressed

"Is therapy still working for her?" Carina asked

"Shes stopped talking as much, Me and Lisa try but we can barely get a sentence out of her. Lisa thinks that she hasn't fully gotten her emotions out with what she went through... Lisa said the best way to help her is to give her time, let her come to us when she needs us so that's just what we are going to have to do" Maya said