Maya & Carinas Daughter

Chapter 8 Part 2

After you spoke to Diane, you headed back to your hotel room and it was around 12 by the time you got back. You were mentally and physically exhausted so you decided to have a nap, the nap didn't last very long as you had woken up from a nightmare, you woke up in a complete panic state and couldn't breath. You grabbed your teddies which were right beside you and played the voice notes that were in them, relieved to hear your moms and mamas voice. Once you calmed down, you couldn't help but cry. You wanted to go home but knew it was a little to soon and you didn't want to face them right now. You decided you were going to stay with Aunt Andy so you grabbed your stuff and made your way over there. You knocked the door once and there was no answer so you knocked again. Still no answer and as you were about to turn around, Andy opened the door.

"Oh my god, Luc?" Andy gasped as she pulled you in for a hug

"My mom and mama are not here are they? I don't want to face them quite yet." You asked.

"No their not here but Luc, you got a second chance, you could go home" Andy quoted

"I don't know if they want me back Aunt And, look at everything I've done" You responded sobbing.

"Oh sweetie, of course they do. They love you too bits. You've got a warm heart and a beautiful bran" Andy replied

"Buts its disintegrating, Aunt And" You sobbed

"Luc, you can still be what you want to be, what you said you wanted to be when you told me. Your just struggling right now, what's going on up here" Andy asked as she put her fingers on your head.

"I spoke to Diane this morning, we have planned to do our weekly sessions again, I'm going to be doing it with her instead of Lisa. I just, I'm sorry for shouting at you all when you all tried to help me. I didn't mean to and I know I was wrong for shouting" You quoted as a tear fell from your eye

"Oh Luc, Its okay. We all do it and its completely normal and healthy okay? You don't need to apologise over a little bit of shouting, we can handle a little shouting I mean, look at your mom and mama" Andy responded laughing a little knowing when your mom and mama shout, they shout. You laughed with her. "Yeah I suppose that is true"

"Have you spoken to them Luc? They are really worried about you, your their little girl. Their hearts are breaking" Andy asked looking at you

"I haven't, not yet but I am going to phone them. I just need to phone Diane first because I promised her that I wouldn't be alone tonight" You replied. You sat on the sofa and called Diane to tell her that you were staying with Andy which she was very pleased about. Then you took a deep breath before ringing your mom.

"Lucia? Are you okay?" Maya asked clearly worried

"Is mama with you?" You asked

"I'm here bambina, are you okay? We've been worried sick about you" Carina replied

"I'm okay, I seen Diane this morning and we have agreed to start doing our weekly sessions again" You quoted

"That's good baby, where are you? Are you safe?" Maya asked

You took a deep breath before replying "I'm safe, I'm at Aunt Andy's' cause Diane didn't want me to be alone and I'll be staying here for a night or two" You replied as a tear fell down your cheek.

"Can we come see you Bella? Please?" Carina asked trying not to choke on her words from crying.

"Uh, not today. I uh- Its been a lot today and I'm exhausted mentally and physically but maybe in the morning? You can come over Aunt Andy's and make breakfast?" You suggested

"Okay baby, We will come over in the morning. We love you, forever and a day" Maya responded

"I love you both, forever and a day too" You replied sobbing ending the phone. Andy come over and sat next to you whilst you cried in her arms. Loads of thoughts were running through your mind and you started panicking but you couldn't get your words out.