Bad Ass

Chapter 21: Of Candy Kisses and Balling your eyes out.

Carter's POV

I've been told different things about love when I was little. Like Love doesn't exist, when my parents were in a fight. Or love is only in fairy tales.
Well all those reasons can suck it.
Its been four months since me and Langston have been dating, Caramel and I have become closer but not like Ha'zel and I. Chris has him his own little crew, its Him, Michael, José, Yair, Oscar, and Tito. They come over and play around with the soccer ball.
"Carter... I know you hear me... Stop thinking... Right now at least" Langston says making me snap or of my thoughts.
"What?"
"Come here" I climbed into his lap. He wraps his arms around my waist.
We leaned in amf kissed. His lips tasted like candy. I kissed him harder. That's when things got even more heated (A/N: This is Soo hard for me to write. Someone told me to make it more 'sexual' so yeah)
He was wearing a flannel shirt but I soon tore it off. Both pur eyes filled with lust. He let go to get some air.
"Carter I can't do this right now. I'm not feeling to good." He said and I knew there was something he wasn't telling and neither was I. Today was the day I was going to tell him I love him. But he was just being weird.
"Uhh okay... I'll come buly later and drop you off some stuff but in the mean time I need to hop in the shower. " I say pecking his lips and leaving out his room, making my way to my car.

*4 Hours Later*
"Carter I have to tell you something" Langston said.
"Me too but you can go first." I say all jumpy to hear what he's gonna say.
"We can't... I can't...It's not" he said but I cut him off.
"It's not me it's you... Is that what you're saying... No meet me make it so easier on you... We're not together anymore. Is that what it is... Hoe long have you been thinking about this?"
"....."
"Answer me Langston"
"A month" he said ashamed.
"Well I guess this is goodbye then." I say getting up and walking to the door.
"I loved you" I say tears beating to come out my eyes. One tear after the other start gliding down like waterfalls.

Langston POV
"I loved you" she says crying. I hate to see the one I care about money m most get so hurt. Why an u such a fucking dumbass. I felt like crap. I just went upstairs abs cried like a freakin girl. Thus is what I get for breaking a broken girls heart.

Carter's POV

I ran inside the house, ran up those pesky stairs and into my room. It felt like my heart was cut or my chest. Why? What did I do? An I not good enough for him? Is it because he wanted Kellie instead of me? I didn't know. But Chris tried to come and sit with me. Buy it didn't help so he just called Caramel.
"Hey Girl" she said peeking her through the door. She had a bag in her hanfsm and season one and two of Graceland.
"H-he d-didnt e-even tell me the reason, only just for how lo g he was thinking about it" I probably looked like shit. Even though I wasn't wearing any makeup what so ever it looked like someone maced me and then let some birds come attack my head .
"I'm so sorry babe. I brought you some stuff to get your mind off things." She said handing me the bag and putting in the first episode of Graceland in.
She handed me a makeup wet wipe yo clean my face up. We sat there for hours laughing, arguing about whether Mike or Johnny (who happens to be so freakin cute) , and if they were ever going to catch the Salono Cartel.
All of a sudden a part came on that came on reminded me of when I was PMS'ing and he came over with some stuff and we cuddled. I just broke down crying and Caramel pulled me into a hug. We heard the door open. I looked up and saw Day Day.
"Bena..." He trailed on. I didn't want to hear it.
"Can you guys leave. I just wanna sleep" I say, they understood and left me in the room. That night I cried myself to sleep.

* Next Day * Jason POV
I walked into the school waiting to see my best friend but she was no where to be found. Her and Anastasia are cool again, actually quite close.
I walked in the classroom and waited for Carter to show up but she didn't.
By the end of the day I knew something was wrong so I'm going to go ask Day Day.
He was in the cafeteria with Langston and Julian. Langston looked sad, depressed... Something isn't right.
"Hey guys... Sooo umm have you guys seen Carter?" I ask
Day Day face turned completely to anger. What the hell is going on. He turned to Langston like he was about to punch him. He couldn't have done what I think he did.
"You broke her heart you know what she planned for you guys next week... Fucking dumbass. She was going to take you guys out somewhere and tell you she loves you... Man you messed up big time"
"You don't think I wanted to break up with her!! Huh?"
"Seriously you were thinking about it for a month" Julian finally buts in.
"You did Muthafucka" Day Day got up and stood with anger and punched Langston in the face. He fell back and sat there in shock.

Carter POV.

I didn't have the courage to face Langston. Nor that stupid bitch Kellie. She still comes around and tries to ness with me. But I'm just tired of it. The day passed and I just say in room watching Law and Order: SVU. It was mooring and I'm surprised Carlos and Libby haven't told me to get up. Chris comes in with some Kit Kats and some fruity drink.
"Here you go Mjia, the drink is from José. He says he's sorry for what happened and this from me, but they says you have to go back to school on Monday." Ugh it's Friday....
"Okay critter bug. Get out her before your late' I say and with that he leaves. Everything reminds me of Langston. And every time I just cry. I haven't eaten so it looks like I've been starving.