Goal of my life | Kenan Yildiz

Revealed to him

It was the first time I'd felt his touch and his body against mine so strongly. I wasn't thinking at that moment, just feeling and sensing. I let him take off my clothes. He threw them on the ground, then pushed me back slightly and I fell on my back on the bed. He was looking down at me, never taking his eyes off me, and I could feel myself trembling as if I was intimate with someone for the first time. He stripped off his t-shirt and revealed his tight body to me. Then he leaned over me and kissed me passionately and insistently as if his life depended on it.I couldn't catch my breath, and when he started exploring my body with downward kisses, I forgot how to breathe. When he placed a few kisses on my inner thigh, I went all tingly and instinctively ran my fingers through his hair. He looked up at me and smiled lustfully. I blushed. He continued to study my curves until he reached my underwear, which he removed in one fell swoop. I lay completely naked in front of him and felt so beautiful thanks to his touches. Suddenly I felt his wet tongue on my labia. I let out a quiet moan, which made him smile slightly and he continued, increasing the intensity. After a few more minutes, he moved closer to my face and kissed me passionately, and I felt my own taste. It was damn sexy and turned me on to a whole new level.

I felt him penetrate me slowly as I let out a moan into our kiss. That motivated him to speed up the process and now we were as one. He kissed my lips the whole time, nibbling my bottom one a little aggressively, then moving to my neck, nibbling my ear and whispering sweet nothings.I was ready to cum and moaned. He immediately understood and slowed down, bringing his thumb to my lips. I took it in my mouth, looking him straight in the eye. He smiled devilishly, picked up the pace again, and after a few minutes we both came at the same time. He touched his forehead to mine and we both just breathed heavily, never taking our eyes off each other. The moment was so intimate, and I felt so comfortable in his company.

I slipped my satin robe over my naked body and stood in the middle of the room.
-Hey, beautiful. - He said softly, cupping my chin with two fingers.
-'Hey...' I barely spoke, biting my lip.
-'Will you come into the bathroom with me? - He asked, taking my hand gently.I shook my head yes and followed him in.

We filled the bathroom and both went inside. We talked a lot - he told me that his summer break was ending soon and he was going back to training and matches every day. I told him how I ended up here, about my life in Amsterdam and what I'm studying at university. Neither of us dared to broach the subject of previous relationships. Maybe his heart was broken too? I don't bring up the subject myself because I don't feel ready to reveal my emotions to him on such a deep level.We dried each other off, ordered room service and continued talking. I have to admit, I haven't been able to relax this much in front of anyone since my breakup. There was something about him that made me feel safe.

The atmosphere was broken by the incessant messages, which seemed to be 100 a second, on his phone. At first I wasn't paying attention, but I frowned slightly.
-'It must be my manager. They keep track of my bedtime to make sure I get enough sleep and am in good health. - He justified. He then picked up his phone and after reading a few messages his expression changed to very serious.
-What's going on? - I asked timidly.
-I have to go. - He said sharply. He kissed me very hastily on the cheek and rushed out of the room in seconds, as if he had never been here.I frowned as he never told me what was going on. But still - who was I to give me an explanation? That was the moment I realized what I had done. I was having sex with a man I'd only met yesterday. This was not at all inherent in me. Why did I do it?

It was at that moment that Erica walked in and interrupted my thoughts.
-What did you do to him? - Erica laughed, -I saw Kenan running, he didn't even notice me.
As soon as I saw Erica I immediately ran to hug her and my tears flowed.

-Belle, what happened?