Goal of my life | Kenan Yildiz

Starstruck

Again I gave myself to him completely. I let him have all of me - touching me everywhere and our bodies merging into one. I wouldn't let anyone else touch me the way I let him. I still have no logical explanation for how he manages to affect me that way. Maybe the first time we laid eyes on each other we clicked and the universe said "I will keep them seeing each other until they stay together forever". Forever... A strong word that I used to hear a lot, but I found out the hard way that even that "forever" has an end.

I was lying on my stomach on the white satin sheets of his bed, and he was tracing my back with his fingertips. Silence enveloped the room and I feared he would hear how hard my heart was beating.I felt his lips gently touch my spine. I turned my head towards him and he was looking at me with his fiery gaze.
-You know we've never slept together, in the same bed? - I said suddenly, smiling slightly.
-During these two months I dreamt of you very often. In most of my dreams I woke up next to you, and the sun was shining on your face. - He whispered to me, -Maybe the dreams are coming true.
He has been thinking about me? This moved me sincerely and I leaned towards his lips, touching them gently.

Sunday morning

I woke up to see Kenen still sleeping before my eyes. He was so beautiful, especially when a ray of light illuminated him. His serious expression had softened. I grabbed my phone from the nightstand to check the time. I didn't realize what time it was as I had over 1000 notifications on Instagram. Me, a person with 900 followers. I also saw a message from Erica. I opened it first. She had sent me an article with the headline "Kenan Yildiz, the rising star of Juventus, was spotted with a mystery lady on his way home". There was also a paparazzi photo attached.

I didn't even want to check my social networks - I could almost feel the disapproving comments already. But how had they found me so quickly? -Good morning, gorgeous. - Kenan said in his morning sexy voice.
-'Kenan, we were photographed last night. The articles are already published everywhere. They've found my social networks too. - I told him directly, as I was getting too tense. I handed him the phone so he could see the picture.
His expression instantly became serious and he got up from the bed without saying anything. He handed me my phone and took his. He went out on the terrace and dialed someone. I couldn't hear anything, but I could tell by the tension in his body that the conversation was pretty intense.
-"Ciao!" I heard him say as he opened the door and came inside to me.
-'Kenan, what's going on? - I wrapped a sheet around my naked body.
-'This situation has caused some problems. - He said, his voice still strained. He didn't look me in the eye - he was really very angry.
I walked over to him and grabbed his biceps, causing him to look at me.
- I'm sorry you got in trouble because of me. - I whispered
He kissed my forehead gently and hugged me tightly. - It's not your fault.
-Listen, I'll call a cab and go home. I need to see Erica.
-Okay. I'll call you later. - ' He said and kissed me, but I sensed his mind was still elsewhere.

I went home to shower and change. Erica was going over to pick me up from home so we could have coffee and catch up on everything. I put on a short pink dress and grabbed my hair with a hair clip as it was a very hot September day.

Erica couldn't believe how one picture turned me into an internet sensation. Worse, it wasn't a good thing at all. All the comments were about Kenan and Karlotta breaking up because of me. They made me out to be the bad guy, and they didn't even suspect that Kenan's only relationship with Karlotta was professional.
-"How do you feel about him? - Erica asked me. It was a question even I hadn't asked myself. "Isn't that her? "I heard a whisper behind Erica and saw that a group of girls were staring at me and one was even taking pictures of me. I covered my face with my hand.
-"Please, let's go. - I said to Erica, and she nodded.

That evening I was home taking a hot bath. I needed my body to relax. I kept checking my phone. And then I realized that this was the first sign of falling in love. What do I feel for him? I'm in love with him.

I sighed audibly.

I lay on my bed and stared at the ceiling of the room. I glanced at my phone again, but only the notifications kept getting more and more. I hadn't opened it at all to check what they were writing about me. I was scared.

I had almost fallen asleep when I heard my phone ring. I jumped out of bed and picked it up. -Belle, how are you? Is everything okay? - I heard a familiar voice that made me melt half a year ago. Nick.