Goodbye

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9:25 am, Sunday

Kenan hadn't tried to contact me again after yesterday's weird situation. And I still don't understand what happened and why this girl was in his apartment. I have to admit, she was really beautiful. Maybe I'm a little jealous, but why? He's not even mine. No, I won't bother my mind with worry. I'm going to wear something really pretty and feel beautiful.

 I'm going to wear something really pretty and feel beautiful

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*text message* Kenan: Hey beautiful. Let's meet for a coffee.

I stared at his message for a while before deciding how I should respond. Should I pretend that yesterday's events hadn't affected me or should I be honest with him? I don't want to be unduly dramatic, but I'd like him to be honest with me.

*text message* Belle: The coffee at my hotel is nice.

Erica was still asleep, so I tried not to wake her when I left the room. I waited for Kenan downstairs in the hotel lobby.
-Hello, beautiful. - He smiled back at me and kissed me gently on the cheek.
After we sat in the café and ordered, I said nothing about what had happened yesterday. I waited for him to begin.
-'I'm sorry about the situation yesterday. - He said and took my hand.I smiled slightly and couldn't contain it.
-She is very beautiful. - I pulled my hand away with that sentence.
-Oh, no. It's just PR. There's nothing more between us than that.
-Wouldn't that be an obstacle to one day having you and I ... -I started my sentence, but stopped because I didn't know exactly what to say.
-'The season starts in a week. I'll need to keep up this Karlotta story while it lasts. - He explained to me.
-'In that case, it won't work between you and me. - I concluded.
-No! Please, what are you talking about? We just won't be able to announce it publicly.-
But I don't want to hide, Kenan. - I explained to him, understanding where things were going.
-'Please understand. My career depends on it, and it's my priority.
-I wish you every success in the new season. - I smiled falsely.
-Belle, what are you talking about? - He was surprised by my answer.
-I won't be the woman next to you in the shadows. I have some self-respect. If one day fate sees fit, we'll meet again when we're both ready.
-Belle, listen to me. - He started to speak, but I cut him off. My heart was breaking for something that hadn't even begun. Now it was time to end it.
-Kenan, I'm leaving for Amsterdam tomorrow. We had fun for a short while, but now we have to get back to reality. - I lied. I wasn't going to Amsterdam tomorrow at all, but I decided to buy a ticket right now and get out of here.
-Belle, you don't really mean it. - He said.

-I mean it. Goodbye, Kenan. Thank you for everything. - With that sentence, I got up and ran to the elevator.

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