Cursed In Eternity

Sorry....

I woke up to see Pelle looking at me sadly, am I dead? "Hey you finally woke up, " he smiled. "How long has it been, " I asked him rubbing my eyes. "Roughly two weeks, " he said. "Where's Oystien, " I asked. "He's unconscious, " he mumbled. "What, " I exclaimed. "Apparently when he saw you he called an ambulance then instantly had a really bad panic attack and couldn't breathe and fell in a coma, " he spoke sadly. A tear ran down my eye, even after I was a bitch to him he came up and checked on me....Oystien you asshole I was supposed to die so you would be happy why would you want to continue to suffer because of me?

"Come on I think some fresh air would do you some good, besides Hellhammer wants to see you so I'll take you over to him, " he smiled giving me his hand and helping me up handing me some of his clothes to change into, " are the kids okay, " I asked. "Yeah their at Oystien's parents house, " he responded. Pelle walked me outside and together we got on his moped and rode off, I wrapped my arms around him as the wind corsed through our hair. I laid my head down on him with a sigh as his soft hair brushed against me in the wind, he's still kinda cute, either that or whatever medicine they put me on hasn't worn off yet.

My hands accidentally slipped to his lap as we came to a light, I could feel him grow warmer, "sorry, " I mumbled. "You're good, " he said, it was clear that he was trying his damnedest not to moan. Though Pelle and I aren't romantic anymore we're still platonic and we can't help but love each other, for me in a friendly way but he's still madly in love with me but respects that I'm married. "You're a good driver, " I mumbled into his back. "Mhm, well we're here, " he stopped the moped tapping his foot to the ground. Hellhammer came out and put an arm around me, "hey, if Oystien is doing well I come bring your Romeo to you, " Pelle hollered. "Thank you, " I screamed back to him.

"What the hell happened, " Hellhammer asked me sitting me down on the couch and giving me some tea. "Nothing, " I frowned feeling the stitches that covered my arms against Pelle's Sodom shirt. "Something happened, that wasn't just nothing, " he insisted. At this moment talking about what happened is the last thing I wanted to do so I changed the subject, "hey Hellhammer uh nice nose ring when did you get it, " I looked to him. He rolled his eyes at me then his eyes shot wide, "Jan honey where's the brush, " it was a woman's voice, clearly not mom's. "Uh in the sink, " he said quickly. "Thanks Janny, see you later, " a woman came out and placed a kiss on Jan's cheek then left. "Bye, Leslie," Hellhammer waved pathetically. "Why didn't you tell me that you had a girlfriend, " I teased.

As soon as I asked Oystien came in and flopped on the couch, he looked at me weakly with the life clearly drained out of him. I ran over to him, "Oystien, " I held his hand and looked into his blue sapphire eyes. I put my lips to his and for the first time in a long time, we kissed it felt really good and we didn't even use our tongues or anything. He pulled away gasping for air then looked at me with a smile, " it's good to see you smile again, to top it off why don't I make you some kebabs and a Coca-Cola, handsome, " I kissed his forehead. We're definitely going to talk later but for now I want to keep him happy because it's been so long since I've seen him smile and I love it when he's happy.

When I returned to the living room Jan, Jorn, and Pelle were on the couch watching a movie and Euronymous was on loveseat. I sat on his lap and handed him a bottle of coke, "open wide baby, " I smiled feeding him one of the kebabs. He bit my finger playfully after he ate some of the kebab smiling at me, "now I see why Varg called you fat ass, " Jorn retorted. "Don't you call my husband a fucking fat ass, " I bonked Jorn on the head. "He's precious, " I smiled cuddling into him. Jorn rolled his eyes and muttered something, after Euro ate he scooched over and shared the loveseat with me. "Am I a fat ass, " Oystien asked holding his belly in his hands. "No honey you're not fat, you put on a little weight since we got married but that's because you're a married man, it just happens, " I squeezed his shoulder. "In other words, you're a fatass, " Jorn said. "Shut the fuck up, Jorn, " we all said together.

Hellhammer let us all stay at his, Oystien and I got a room upstairs and decided to take a shower. Oystien unzipped his blue jeans and pulled them down then checked to see if the water was hot, "you first, " Oystien gestured for me to get in the shower pulling the curtain. I giggled a little hopping in as he took his underwear off and came in with me. He shampooed my hair with a chuckle, I pushed him up against the shower and we started making out. Our bodies intertwined and moaning in pleasure and from the other's body pressure. I fucking love those lips. He pulled away from me with a smug smile and huge red cheeks as he batted his long eyelashes. I was turned on by his dreamy presence and came making him flush an even darker shade of red then slid his back against the wall sitting down in the tub as I rinsed off.

After I washed off I pulled Oystien under the water and scrubbed and washed his hair clean nonchalantly with his hair in my fingertips. His cheeks were a rosey red and he had the biggest grin on his face, after he was clean we both headed to bed snuggling into each other rubbing our thighs together, "goodnight baby, " I kissed Euro on the forehead. "Goodnight my sweet, " he kissed my nose. We wrapped our arms around each other and went to sleep.