Cursed In Eternity

Siblings

Once we got back after a couple of months I sobered up, I can't believe Euro didn't call me a hypocrite. Now we all moved out of the place we all lived together as no one wanted to stay where Pelle died. So we packed up all of our shit and moved to the city. I moved into a small hotel since it was all I could afford since the job I have just now let me back and I refuse to sell Dead's stuff,in fact I still have all of it. Euro would come by and visit me once a week sometimes twice along with Necrobutcher, Jan said he would once he was "free".

"What does he mean by 'when he's free' it's not like he's got much going on, " I nearly yelled at Euro who was sitting on the floor sipping on a Coca-Cola. "Apparently your brother got a girlfriend, " Necro looked at me rolling his eyes. "And apparently she keeps him 'very busy', " he did air quotes. "I'll be right back, " he got up and went to the bathroom across the hall. Euro looked at me strangely and bit down on his lip, " I could keep you 'very busy' too ya know, " he jumped on top of me wiggling his hips and sticking out his tongue making me red. "That's great but I think I'll pass for now, " I slid him off as Necrobutcher came back. "Well ya know if ya ever change your mind just hit me up, " he winked at me and clicked his tongue sitting up on the spare bed.

Necrobutcher just looked at him as he crossed his legs grinning, he just shook his head, " so Oystien, when are we going to see this supposedly amazing shop of yours, " Necro narrowed his eyes at him. "Ehh anytime you guys want to come down next week, fine by me, I actually got something to show you, " his blue eyes dazzled at the last part. After they left I went over to my friend Stella's place in Bergen, she is my closest girl friend and was our producer before Dead joined us. I knocked on her door, "oh hey, come on in, " she let me in and we sat at her table.

A man, tall at that told Stella good by before walking out of her place, "what you prostituting or something now, " I raised an eyebrow at her. "What no! After I left for Bergen another band wanted me and that was their singer, he's fine as fuck, " she laughed my rude remark off. "What band, " I asked. "Satyricon, ever hear of them? That was Satyr, their singer, I really want to ask him out but I'm way out of his league, " she said. "I've never heard of them are they good?, " I asked. "Duh! Here, " she put a cassette on and played it was amazing. "Wow that's really good, Oystien would love it, " I was an awe. "Oystien? You still talk to that weirdo, " she looked at me. "Yeah, we've always been good friends and he has record store now, " I smiled. "Good friends yeah I'm sure your just friends....... wait did you say record store, " she jumped up at the last part.

"Yeah, " I raised an eyebrow. "Can me and Satyr come by, I'll ask him but I'm sure he wouldn't mind Oystien selling some of his stuff, what's the place called, " she was ecstatic. "Helvete, ". At the thought of Oystien I think of what everyone has told me over the years and looked over at Stella, " how do you know if a guy likes you, " I blushed a little. "I know what you're getting at and that gives me an idea. How about Satyr, you, Oystien, and I go on a double date after we go by his record store, " she chirped. "I- I can't, " my face was super red. "Come on, it doesn't have to be romantic or anything, we could all do it together if it would make you more comfortable, " she urged me. "I don't know, " I squeezed my arm, Pelle's ring he gave me suddenly weighing more than it should. "Find love, " the voice from his letter rang in my ears. "Fine, " I sighed, I know she's got good intentions.

"I'm going over there after work tomorrow anyway so I will ask him, " I sighed hoping he would not mind. "Yay, " she embraced me in a hug. I left Stella's, if I'm lucky Oystien is just going to be mad, he takes his job very seriously and has made it very clear that he has no time for romance, and neither do I. I don't even want him romantically, I want Pelle back in my arms, and I desire nothing else. Oystien and I already talked it over and I'll be working part time for him when I'm not at work, he said he needs an extra hand and I am more than happy to be the one who lends it to him. Tomorrow is my first day working there and coming in with such a request is definitely going to rub him the wrong way. I closed the door to my room and sat the cassette on the nightstand and took Pelle's leather jacket off placing it by the bed. Once I hit Helvete tomorrow and ask Oystien on a double date I'm beyond dead. Good thing is he'll love the Satyricon cassette, at least I guess that's good if he kills me I won't know.