Cursed In Eternity

Hospital Stay

I woke up and yanked the needle out of my arm and got up looking for Euronymous. I stobbled over to a few doors down to see the door cracked open and him laying a hospital gown on the bed. I closed the door and sat at his feet, "are you okay baby, " I looked at him softly. "Yeah, I'm not the one who you should be worried about, " his voice was raspy and his eyes were still shut. "What do you mean, " I paused as the nurses brought him his food and he sat up beside me as they left.

"Varg came in, I don't know why and he said he wanted to kill me. Once again don't know why, and Pelle took the stabbings, " he looked down to the floor in despair. "He said that he couldn't let me die and that if either of us were going down it would be him, " he looked up to me gravely. "It's not your fault Oystien, I don't know what's going on with Varg but he's planning something, " I shivered a little. Oystien looked to me sadly then stood up and looked out the window, "next time he comes over I'm fucking killing his ass, " he slammed his fist into the wall.

"Uh huh, just eat your soup baby I am going to go check on Pelle, " I sat him down and kissed him passionately before leaving and closing the door. I walked over to Pelle's room and put a hand on his cheek hoping he would wake up, "I'm done, " he grumbled. "Huh, " I sat down by him. "I'm leaving this place, " he opened his eyes weakly at me. "What do you mean babe, " I am so confused. "I'm going back to Stockholm, Sweden, alone, " he looked at me with a small smile.

"What, " I exclaimed. "I'm done, I can't do this anymore. I love Mayhem, but I'm tired of I'm going back to Sweden with my family and my band, " he sat up and gripped his shoulder. "I'm going with-, " he cut me off. "No I'm going alone, I think, I think it's best if we split, " he sounded completely expressionless. "Pelle, " I breathed heavily. "I think it's for the best, maybe on day the time will be right and we'll meet again and live like before, but not right now, " he smiled down at his ring he still had.

"Pelle, please don't go, " I cried gripping onto his shirt sleeve begging for him to stay. "I'm sorry but I have to, " he looked at me with devotion sparkling in his eyes. He cupped my cheeks and placed his lips on mine and slid his tongue down my throat while moving his lips to match mine. I gripped his hair letting it flow down my shoulders as I grinded against his hard dick and used my tongue to play with his. He pulled away and grinned at me softly panting with a string of drool hanging from his lips.

He threw his jean jacket on and pulled his upside down cross and put it around my neck carefully, "it's yours now take care of it, " he smiled sliding a finger down my neck. "I will my love, I will never forget you, " I held the little cross in my hand and looked up to Pelle. "I will write to you if you would like this, and here's my phone number, " he gave me a slip of paper. "You be careful out there, " I hugged him tightly. "I will, and hey come visit me some time if you are able to, " he tussled my hair.

I walked with Pelle to the train station and we held each other the whole time never letting go, "that's your ride isn't it, " I looked as the train pulled in. "Yeah, goodbye my sweet demon, " he gave me one last sweet passionate kiss. "Goodbye my sweet Pelle, " I nearly whispered as he walked over and got on the train waving me goodbye before I was to never see him again. I stuffed his number in my pocket and walked my ass back over to the hospital back to Oystien. Once I got there we left and went to the apartment.

"Where's Pelle, " he asked sipping on a Coca-Cola. "He went back to Sweden, he's not coming back, " I couldn't even look at him. "Fuck, " he slammed his fist on the table. "Don't worry Euroman, I got your bestie's phone number, " I said which made him sigh in relief. "I already miss that fucking weirdo already, " he tossed his coke can in the trash. "He, he was kinda-, " his cheeks got a little rosy. "Aww fuck that shit, he was just a cool dude, " he sat down by me on the couch.

"Guess I'm going to have to sing again, " he sighed slightly annoyed. "You got a good voice baby, everyone loves you, you'll be better than better, " I elbowed him playfully. "Yeah, but seriously something needs to be done about your crazy ex, what does he want, " he asked. "I don't know he's just shitty, but let's not talk about him right now, " I pushed the thoughts away. Oystien cuddled into my playing with my hair and smiling light heartedly, "hey I've got an idea for something we can do tomorrow, " he slid into my lap looking up at me smiling.

"What, " I leaned close to his so our noses touched. "How about we go see my family, they would love you and they don't live too terribly far away, far enough I'm going to drive our asses there though, " he laughed a little. "Yeah I would love that, you've already seen my family quite a bit but I have never actually met yours, " I kissed his pale cheek and pulled him in for a hug making him kick his feet as they were pulled from the floor. "I have to go by there anyway tomorrow so I figured why not bring you along, " he held my hand and blushed a little as my hand accidentally slid on his cock. "Thank you Oystien, " I placed my head on his.