Tan's Secret

Chapter 7

Fang Pov

It's been three days since my last encounter with Tan, but I won't deny the fact that I like all the attention he gives me. I liked Tan from school, He has liked me since then only but I guess it took a long for Tan to understand his feelings. And I guess till the time he realised, I was already sent away. 

Anyway, I keep updated about him from Phum now and them. How would I know he like me. Tan really think if he can hide things from me, especially where phum is involved, It's impossible. He told me how tan sold his friend just to meet me and have a drink with me. I will not lie, I was on cloud nine knowing my crush likes me back. But I kept my aura, I don't want to show I like him, so I kept being cold to him. 

As night ended, I don't want tan to go this sooner, I want to some more time with him. But how can I get that without letting Tan know my true intention. Seeing his friend I got the chance and I grab it, I won't lie in back of my mind I feared if either Phum or tan deny my proposal, but luckily none did that. Phum knowing my intention and somewhere find a chance to spent some time with Peem ready immediately and for Tan, Will he ever deny any offer related to me?

Just joking, I know he could. The only reason I want to wait for tan to confess is he has a good reputation of playboy. Although it's same with me, I was also known for same but For anyone I dated I never feel the same way I feel for Tan. 

I didn't grow up in a very good family condition, I take time to trust and open up with people. But with tan is bit easy, he is easy to talk, happy person. The person i craved my entire life. 

After being brother to Phum, i just stop living Fang. Although I don't blame Phum nor I am saying I don't like being big brother. but sometime I also want to be Fang, a lost child who need someone to guide him, who need someone to understand me, Who need someone to love him. I also want someone by my side with whom I can share my insecurity without thinking of judgment. And spending past few days with Tan, makes me realise the person the person I searched all these year is Tan. He is my safe space. But I don't want to force him, so I will wait for him to confess.

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I was at Phum's condo to spend time together with my sweet little brother.

"Should I order food for us?" Phum asked me.

"hmm, Or you want me to make food?" I asked back.

"No way, I can't have your spagatee again, I already have it once this week... Tell me one thing, how could someone be so much in love that the only dish he learns is his lover's favourite and still didn't make move toward his lover, and top of that play arrogant, rude and cold whenever his lover is around showing love to him? how can you manage all this still being so calm? Care to explain KhaoFang." Phum asked eyeing me, I just chuckle at his question. 

It's true The only dish i know how to cook is indeed tan's favourite spagatee, I don't want to learn more right now, It is my way of showing my love to person I dearly love. Maybe some day If tan ever want me to learn more food recipe I will learn it but right now i guess its enough.

"Why being so grumpy, Haven't met your kitten?" I said teasing phum, I knew he like Peem. He somehow felt a connection with him after their first encounter. I know what you are thinking if phum likes Peem, then why he ask him to be his servent? Actually, it's his way to keep him close and make him fall for him. Yeah! It's weard but this is us Khao brother, We can't just say we love a person we kept making scenario to keep our lover close to us rather than just own up and confess to them.

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After lunch, We both sat and watched our phone, When I called Phum.

"Phum, Where is servent?" I asked casually

"Just Tell me you miss Tan." He replied sarcastically. It's indeed true I miss Tan. He is out of town and be back at Monday, which means I won't be able to watch him untill Tuesday. Ahhh! it's frustrating. 

I gave him death glare which are enough for him to stop teasing me.

"Ah! Ah! I just checked Peem's Social media, They shared a pic see." Phum showed me the picture. Tan's smile and positive aura I can be sensed through photo, He looked so happy after seeing his family. Atleast he has family, which is his safe space. I felt happy, I swipe left to watch more photos. 

But My smile dropped immediately. There is a girl bit close to Tan. Is she is the reason he denied my offer for drink. Is he already realised it's waste of time to spend on me and he decided to move on with someone else. My heart sank on the thought of it. I gave phum his phone back and went to the washroom.

My heart is sinking but again I kept my calm, I can't be weak. Not in front of Phum, I should be his support system not his burden. 

Keeping thought in mind, I console myself, and went back beside Phum after some time.

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So How's this???

Do you like Fang's Pov? 

I know initially i decided to share Tan's Pov as this is his story and Indeed its his story so it will keep Tan's Story.

But for me tan's story is incomplete without Fang's Pov and his side. 

There will be majorly Tan's pov but for some instance I will put Fang's Pov as well for better experience

Guys One Question Are you enjoying this story? As My planning It may take more than 10 - 15 more chapter to finish this story, But if you are not enjoying than I can stop it sooner. 

For the next chapter, It will be more about Tan's insecurity and his friendship with other's.

What do you think about this chapter?

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