Blitzø Oneshots// REQUESTS OPEN// helluva boss angst 🩵

The crash and tears🔥💙

Notes:
Blitz wants to drown in his own sorrows. After leaving Verosikas's party he failed to do what he came for. It was just more proof on how he pushes away anyone.
He just drove, didn't look back. Or look ahead.
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RAAAAAH MY FIRST SUGGESTION. Thank you to @GoJrider for this great request . I'll try my best- Caly 🩵
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No pov:

Blitz had his head on the horn for a solid five minutes, until partygoers started throwing rocks at his van.

He drowsily took his head of the horn, instead started creating scratch marks on the rim of the wheel, trying to let out some form of emotion.

He was still shocked by the event that had taken place. 'Hate Blitzo party?...' he thought
Do that many people hate him that much? He had already moved on from them, gotten over the breakups.

All accept one.

They had made him feel safe, loved, cared for, worthy. But he pushed them away. And when he finally had the chance to show how he really felt he fucked it up for the umpteenth time, freaking out at the sudden form of love being approached him.

Now, they're gone. And he's fallen in love to late.

Blitz felt tears threaten to spill

'YOU ARE SO SHITTY!'

Blitz jumped at the noise which echoed around the van
"Wha-"

'I WANT SOMEONE TO CARE!'

Another voice which he recognised all to well haunted around him. He tightened his grip on the wheel, shaking slightly as he tried to look for where the voices were

'WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? JUST GO!...'

"Stolas?... no I'm sorry-"

'YOURE MAKING ME SO SAD!'

"S-stop. Stop it please." Blitz put his hands on his horns

"So you're used to being the one who crushes other peoples feelings?!"

Blitz felt his chest tighten as the words of past encounters began flowing in the distance, yet felt so close

"Do you feel any kind of remorse for what you do?"

His breathing started to quicken as he gripped his choker, rubbing it between his fingers.

"I DONT LOOK DOWN ON YOU!"
"Stop..."
"I want to be someone's... someone"
"Stop. Stop lying" he gripped his horns tighter
"I WANT TO FEEL! WANTED!"
"FUCK OFF!"
"YOU ARE JUST LIKE THAT VILE STRIKER FRIEND OF YOURS!"
"STOP! FUCKING STOP. FUCK. OFF!"

Blitz started banging his head on the wheel, he felt blood start trickling down his forehead but he didn't stop. Neither did the voices

"You've got a lot of balls coming here Blitzo."
"Get out. RIGHT. NOW!"
"Oh fuck you, you little prick."
"DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF!"
"But I! I keep on waiting ... "
"Are you expecting... Sympathy?"
"Waiting to want you less than I do."
"HOW DO YOU THINK I FELT?! When the 'fun guy' I was dating decided to BAIL BECAUSE I MADE THE SHITTY MISTAKE OF SAYING I LOVE-"