i was happy today cause i saw you,
i was sad today cause i saw you,
because those honey brown eyes i once fell in love with,
shore in adoration for someone new,
oh how i wish it was me,
how i wish i didn't waste my time hating and denying,
i wish you could understand me the way i now know you,
oh how i wish i didn't hate her just because she is with you,
it's stupid and silly how i fell in love,
from hating everything about you,
to being able to tolerate you,
from talking to you because i was forced to,
to talking cause i liked you as a friend,
from I'll reject you if you ever asked me out,
to i hope it was me who felt the softness of your kiss,
oh how i wish i was with you,
she told you,
your lips deserves her kiss and not a cigarette,
and i start to break,
from the envy i felt,
it's like she is meant for you,
as for the darkness of your past,
she is the sunshine to your soul,
as for all of your pain,
her smile is the joy that makes your sufferings fog,
but i could never be her,
i could never be your light,
nor could i ever be your delight,
nor would our pasts ever let us collide,
cause my darkness would only make yours grow bigger,
i wish i was her,
but i could never be,
cause guys like you,
only go for girls like her,
cause guys like you,
would never look twice at girls like me,
so here i sit in my sorrow,
drowning in those limited moments we had,
suffering due to the love i have,
hoping and praying the pain would go away,
but not all prayers come true,
or else i would rather be here sitting with you,
so i turn to my only companion,
this piece of paper,
my only pal,
whom i know will never judge,
so i share my misery all to you.....
YOU ARE READING
IF ONLY MY HEART COULD SPEAK
PoetryA collection of poetry which were written by me in a time of emotional overwhelming ,which obviously means that these poetic lines mean a lot to me, mostly many of the poems written here are going to be on heartbreak and betrayal and other brutally...
