My Past Love Story

Chapter 27

[2 WEEKS LATER]

Y/N POV

I feel so sick. I've been vomiting non-stop and feeling sleepy all day. I even got scolded by a teacher because I fell asleep.

I'm even feeling dizzy. There is times where I'll eat so many then the next day I'll feel like I lost my appetite. And if I try to eat, I'll vomit all of it.

Something's weird.

And ever since the fight happened, Jin oppa never visited me ever again. All he did was to avoid me, and if I try to go near him he'll go away.

I've been seriously lonely this past few weeks. I just played guitar when I feel bored. I kept playing the song he taught me that Valentines day. I also learned knitting since my classmate taught me one time.

I've been knitting non-stop ever since I learned. I'll feel bad everytime I stop, I feel miserable. I don't know what's happening to me these days.

Yes, I cry easily. But not that easy to cry over a papercut. I had a papercut the other day and I cried so much that my classmates thought it's something serious.

I actually appreciated them comforting me, telling me not to cry. And doing things to make me laugh. And they got so confused when I told them the reason I cried.

I also told them that I don't even know why I cried over that one. Cuts from playing the guitar is way much worse than that.

I went to the clinic and the doctor asked me secretly if perhaps something happened between me and a boy. I said yes so she told me to get tested.

And here I am, in the bathroom in my house holding a pregnancy test and waiting for the results. I can't... I'm too young. But thinking about it, I should say that I'm so stupid and irresponsible.

Ohhh... Here's the results.

WARNING ⚠️: TEENAGE PREGNANCY
Please don't report, you are warned.

And it's.....

Positive.

I accidently dropped it and cried and cried. I sat there while crying. I don't what to say, I don't know what to do, I don't know what to think. I don't know...

I was a crying mess when I got out of the bathroom and laid on my bed. I kept crying and crying. I should tell him. It's the truth, anyway.

[TOMORROW]

Y/N POV

I don't know how to approach him... He hates me now and he'll be angry if I went near him.

I was walking in the canteen when I saw him talking with our friends, my seniors. I went near him and said “Jinshiii, can we talk?”

“Ohhhh hiiii Y/nieee, how are you?” Seungwan unnie said looking at me. I just smiled and bowed then turned to Jin oppa. “What to talk about? We don't have any. Now get out of my sight.”

“Yah Kim Seokjin.” Yurim unnie said and glared at him. “What? I don't want to talk to her. Now get out!” he shouted and banged the table.

Now everyone's looking at us. “It's fine if you don't want to talk to me. I'll just go.” I said and walked away. I didn't want to eat, I don't have the appetite.

Suddenly, I felt dizzy so I went to the clinic for rest. “Ms. Doctor.... I'm pregnant, I found it out yesterday.” I cried and Ms. Doctor was shocked. But she comforted me since that's what I needed.

“I-I don't know what to do, we had a fight so I can't tell him and I'm afraid to tell mom.” I kept crying and crying when suddenly, the curtain was opened and there they stood. The three of them shocked.

“I-Is it true? Y-You're pregnant?” Jiung oppa said and covered his mouth. “If you don't mind me asking, who's the father?” Yurim unnie asked worriedly.

“J-Jin oppa...” I said shakily. “That freaking bastard! And he had the nerve to have that attitude!” Seungwan unnie said remembering the scene earlier.

“He doesn't know yet, that's why I went to him earlier but he brushed me off.” I said while sniffing. “Do you want us to tell him?” Yurim unnie said as she sat next to me and patted my back.

“I think it will be better if the news came from me, thank you unnie.”

“I think I'll leave you all alone, I'm just gonna work on something.” Ms. Doctor said and stood up. “Thank you, miss...” I said as Seungwan unnie sat beside me.

“I think I'll find a job, like working at a convenience store or something... But I don't think someone's gonna accept me at a young age.” I said as they listened.

“Convenience store? Wait, I'm working at one! I'll quit later because we're graduating soon so I'll recommend you to the manager since Seokjin always told us before that you're a topper in your class and so diligent. That's why I'm confident.”

Jiung oppa said. “Thank you oppa...” I said as I bowed gently.

The both girls just patted my back gently and Jiung oppa just stood there with his hands on his pockets.

“Taylor Swift was right. We always felt like there's nothing to figure out, but there's actually so many. We just didn't know it... At fifteen.” I lowered my head as I remembered the things I said.

I don't think I'll have regrets. I mean, what could happen?

Well, being fifteen isn't bad.

It keeps repeating in my head...

“Hey... Don't think too much, it's bad for the baby.” Seungwan unnie said as Yurim unnie patted my back. “Taylor Swift said that?” Jiung oppa said confusedly as Seungwan unnie glared at her.

“Ohhh yeah, right. You're from the future...” he muttered.

“Wait, you knew?” I asked them. “Yes, Seokjin told us. We even thought his insane and didn't believe him until now. So it's true...” Seungwan unnie said and I felt guilty.

“I'm so sorry for not telling the truth.” I bowed at them. “Ohhh be careful now. It's fine, it's cool to be honest.” Jiung oppa said and Yurim unnie pat my shoulder to comfort me so I smiled.

When the bell rang, we stood up and went to our classrooms. They even want to accompany me because of my state but I refused and said that I'm fine.

How will I tell this to Jin oppa now?

Edited (Sep. 25, 2024)

This is it, pancit... Well, happy reading!

~Ms. Kim 💜