My Past Love Story

Chapter 29

[FEW DAYS LATER]

Y/N POV

Today's March 9th and it's lunch time right now. It's now my second plate of food since I feel so hungry. I'm eating with my seniors because they said Jin oppa's playing basketball with his new friends.

After school, I ran to the nearest bus stop to Daegu. I sat near the window and listen to some music. Since worst case screnarios might happen, I brought a plastic just in case I felt nauseous.

When I reached Daegu, I got off the bus and walked around. I know I've been here last year but it just feels amazing. The cherry blossoms are starting to grow again, the breeze is warmer but it feels great.

It's Spring Day soon.

While walking, I saw someone sitting on the bench in the park. He's wearing black earphones while listening to mp3. I walked near him and sat beside him on the bench.

“Happy birthday!” I said happily and he confusedly turned at me and said “H-How did you know?” I smiled at him. “Please be careful, you might hurt your shoulder.”

I pat his shoulders gently. “Thank you for everything you did to produce, write and create music just for us. I'll be waiting for you in the future. I love you.” As usual, he seemed shocked.

After I finished my speech, I stood up. I can't really run since the baby might be chopped inside me... I walked fastly but not that fast.

He also stood up and asked. “W-Wait, what's your name? You're the first person to greet me today, and I want to remember you.” his cheeks were red, but keeping his nonchalant posture. It's cute!

I smiled “Y/n.” and walked away. I ran to the bus station and rode the bus.

When I got back, I went to the convenience store to work there since it's now 3:15. I'm late for my first day of work...

Jiung oppa saw me and told me “Heyyy, where have you been? Your shift starts at 3pm!”

“I'm sorry oppa, I just finished my last mission. I promise this won't happen again!” I said and raised my right hand, promising.

“Yeah, fine. I just covered you up and since you're here now, I'll go home now. Good luck.” he then smiled and left.

I went inside and worked. And I can tell you, it's fun. I collected expired products and eat them for free. I ate everything I want.

It's now 11:45pm. I'm sleepy now. Why do I feel sleepy all the time?

I was listening to the radio since Taylor Swift just released her new album right now. And I'm singing along with one of its tracks.

“It's 2am and I'm cursing your name!”

I kept vibing to the song when the microwave dinged indicating that my ramyeon was cooked. I went there to get my food and went back to the counter to eat.

When I opened the cover of the food, I immediately felt nauseous so I rushed outside to puke there.

I just kept coughing and coughing and vomiting literally just transparent liquid, when someone asked “Hey, are you okay?”

I looked at them and saw a boy, a little bit older than me. There is four of them, all of them wearing a uniform and one of them is... Jin oppa.

What are they doing here in the middle of the night? Night class doesn't end this late.

“Ohhh, I'm okay. Please come in.” I said and went inside. Then they walked around looking for snacks. I even heard Jin oppa telling them “I told you that I don't want here anymore because of her, let's go somewhere else.”

And that broke my heart. He really loves Jeon Y/n, doesn't he?

When they're done, they paid for everything and left. He didn't even looked at me.

After they left, I rubbed my belly gently. “I guess your appa really hates me now Tay Tay...”

“But really jagi? Eomma wanted to eat ramyeon, but since you don't like it, I can't eat it.” I pouted remembering that what happened earlier.

“Aish, what am I gonna do with this? I can't eat this now, but I don't think I can bring this home...” I said worrying about what to do with the heated ramyeon.

“I can't force myself to eat this. Because it's like I'm forcing my child. And I don't want to force you!” I remember my trauma. All. Too. Well.

“I guess I'll just bring this home now.” I said and packed my things to go home. The season's nearly spring but I still wear a jacket for my baby so that I can't get sick.

While walking, I saw the four of them walking on the streets laughing together. “I wish we could do this again. Going everywhere late in the night and then going home late.” one of them said.

I smiled looking at them thinking I wish Jin oppa was happy because of that.

While walking behind them since they're going to the route same as where my house is,  my phone suddenly rang indicating there's a call.

“Motherfu-” I whisper-shouted because that scared the shit out of me.

They looked at me weirdly and I looked at them embarassedly. “-ther.” I finished the word and saw that the person is calling is my mom so I immediately answered with shaky hands since I remembered that I still need to tell her something.

Ohhh let me tell you, my ringtone is Picture to Burn by Taylor Swift. Loud, isn't it?

“Hello, eomma?” I answered and walked ahead of them. “Ohhh my jagi!!! How are you now? I heard that you're a topper in your class this 2nd semester. Congratulations, Y/nieee! What present do you want? I'll buy it!” my mom said with a cheerful voice. I'm so guilty.

“Than you mom, just your presence is enough.” I replied with a smile. I miss her. “Awww thank you sweetheart... But I want to buy you a present, what woud you like?” she insisted.

“Hmmm... I'll just have a Taylor Swift inspired shirt.” I then said. “Okay.! I thought you hate her?” she asked confusedly. Right... She hates Taylor.

“But I want her now, Mom...” I pouted and she just said yes. “Ohhh eomma, do you know? I work at a convenience store now to save money.” I said... “Ohhh really? Do you sleep well? You know you can always ask eomma for help, right?”

“I know, Mom. And I thank you for that. But I just want to save for myself in the near future so I can help you.” and for my baby, so you won't work harder for him or her.

“Thank you, jagi. I'll be there on Friday night!” she happily ended the call. I'm so sorry, mom...

When I got home, I cleaned myself and went to bed caressing my baby gently.

Unedited (Sep. 15, 2024)