Sunflower in love

chapter 8/pain

  Brian's POV

When I got home I showered and thought of the best way to convince Eva that I loved her

I got ready and left for work, and although I knew they'll be nothing I'll be able to accomplish today i still left for work
I needed to do something important

By the time I got to the office it was already lunch time so I went to her office and waited patiently praying silently that she'd feel the same way about me

soon enough she came in looking distressed , she must have had a rough day and she didn't look so happy seeing me in her space

she smelt like sin, she looked hot however

        get it over with man

"anything you need sir"she asked with a hint of annoyance

I fucking felt nervous, shit!!
no girl has ever made me as nervous as this,what has she done to me

she looked on expectantly at me
          pull yourself together

"ye...yes"I replied feeling nervous as hell

she looked in confusion
        shit

"I ummm..... have something to say"
                   silence
I'm fucking making a fool of myself

"I love you Eva I have loved you since the first moment I set my eyes on you it took me long to admit it but I realized that you are my sun flower"
        I felt so relieved to finally get it off my chest

but her reaction to my confession put me off, she looked sad and hurt, did I say something wrong

        s***

My intention was never to hurt her but she looked so sad ,I felt like my heart has been ripped from inside of me I couldn't help but pray that she wouldn't reject me because her face has already shown me what her answer will be, I stared at her with hope

she was at loss for words I didn't know what to do so I continued

"I really love you Eva so don't doubt it, I really love how stubborn you are and I know you're a great person Eva"

her eyes filled up

"you are the only woman who has ever done this to me who has ever made me feel this way, I really love your temper and everything about you Eva so please accept my love for you"

         silence
please say something

"I know you're a great person and I know that you'll always stand up for me when I need you, I really need you by my side Eva"I paused as I heard her gasp"I know you always stand up for what's right please Eva stay by my side always Don't worry you don't have to give me an answer today I'll wait for your answer no matter how long it takes"

   I approached her and held her hand, she seemed to be in a fucking trance

she jerked off her hands and backed away as she tried in vain to control her tears

   I could feel that control she held so tight slipping and I was so confused

  she was drowning in a dark hole ,  and she didn't want anyone to help her out of it

"I'm sorry"she managed

my ears rang,no don't say It

     don't, the fuck.........

"I don't feel the same way about you, I'm really sorry"she sobbed

I came closer, I know she was battling with her emotions

  I wiped a trail of tears

her lips looked almost bloody now

"you don't feel a thing"I asked

"no I don't"she replied and her voice was barely audible

I couldn't resist the force of attraction so I stepped closer until there wasn't an atom of space left between us

I caressed her lips with my thumbs and finally gave in to the temptation and joined my mouth with her's

to my surprise she didn't push me away although I felt her go stiff,her lips parted and I gained deeper access

she tasted sweet like mint,we first kissed lightly until she couldn't be gentle anymore, she was literally tearing at me and that snapped away the last control I had

I twirled her until she was backed against the wall, I searched lower until I found flesh, I caressed her and she moaned into my mouth

I swallowed her desire,she tore desperately at my shirt, she was taking not giving and her fire lit me to tinder, It made me hungrier and hungrier for the feel of her

earthquake, hurricane, wildfire how can all tragic disasters be found in one kiss,it was consuming.

I suckled on her neck and bit her earlobes but she brought my lips back to her's, I caressed her breasts , my breath catching in my throat as I sucked in a huge gulp of air and made to take off her clothes but she pulled away instantly

the look on her face registered disbelief at her conduct

      she's fucking joking right

It seemed like she regretted what happened between us, I was hurt and disappointed

"so..you don't feel a thing"

"no I don't"she replied, she was out of breath,her lips still swollen from my earlier assault

"after what happened between us"I asked in disbelief

"it's a misunderstanding okay you kissed me against my will.......and I guess my emotions did the rest"she shrugged it off like it meant nothing to her

I was hurt,no woman has ever turned me down before so it was a new feeling and I almost hated her for it

"it's fine forget I ever said anything...... well it's time to go anyways have a safe drive home "I left her with her friggin thoughts and controlled myself enough not to slam the door on my way out
     
            fuck!!!
           well screw her.....................

A/n:first kisses are the best but I know some of us like me didn't expect Brian to end up with a broken heart

Why did Eva reject him despite having a thing for him

well let's find out directly from her in the next chapter

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