Sunflower in love

chapter 10/guilty

     This chapter is dedicated to you guys for being here ❤️.

           Brian's POV

   I lived like shit for the past few days and I felt like filth.

it's been five days since I was rejected by that woman, I chuckled at the irony of it all,usually I'm the one who was used tossing women aside but I think I'm being punished for that.

I really loved her,loved right? it's past,
I'll respect her decision and give her space.
I told her to forget I ever said anything but I'm finding it hard to forget

          I don't feel a thing

her words still stung, she's good at lying. I took a week off because of her, I decided it's me who needs space.

well tomorrow I'll resume to seeing her face and I hope it wouldn't hurt much.

          Back to reality
 
               ____________

  When I got back to work today everything felt strange, I realized I couldn't forget a thing, I still remembered every single detail , the way her lips felt against mine,the taste of my name in her lips, the way she shredded my heart.

      I don't feel a thing

I got to work immediately, there were tons of files waiting to be submitted
         damn!!

I shouldn't have taken the damned leave .

I did my best not to run into her but I think the universe had other plans, on my way to the office during recess when I've submitted the reports to my boss I ran into her and another employee heading towards the cafeteria, I nodded at their greetings but it looked like she wanted to say more.

Seeing her  again after a week stirred up something deep inside me, the need I've tried so much to suppress awoke again ,stronger this time,it frickin hurts.

I went straight to my office willing myself to get over her, she's just an employee I muttered.

when I got to my office I saw a woman settled comfortably on my chair obviously waiting for me to return,who the fuck was that
       shit!!!
I needed some fucking space, I took a huge breath before going in it must have something to do with work, can't wait to focus solely on my business.

    But when I got in, my mouth dropped open in shock as I wished I was anywhere but here,is she fucking mad!!

  " who the fuck do you think you are................."

                   __________

Eva's POV

It felt like forever since I last saw him,he looked sinfully handsome,his perfectly sculptured jaws looked tense when he saw me outside the building during lunch.

"how've you been"I longed to ask but I just muttered a good day sir and wasn't surprised when he replied with a stiff nod

"what's his deal"Rose had asked annoyed, I just gave a shrug
I was bonding with Rose already and thanks to Lara I'm a lot happier.

but I couldn't help but feel guilty when I saw the hurt  in his eyes, I needed to apologize, I wanted to ask if he still has a place for me in his heart, I wanted to brag about him being my man to every one, I chuckled at the thought.

I'd be damned lucky if he accepts my apology, I can't concentrate on work right now

       should I go to him now or after work I debated, well I'd better get it over with now than later so I'd concentrate on work but the truth is that I wanted to see him, wanted him to gaze at me the way he used to, wanted him to touch me.

          I hope I don't screw up......

             _______

By the time I made it to his office I was almost deaf because my heart was pounding in my head, I'm so nervous I pray he doesn't dismiss me it'll not be a first after all.

I heard muted conservation's in his office,is he with someone or is he making a phone call, would it be rude for me to interrupt, I actually don't want to have this conversation with him with an audience in there,soon enough the sounds ended maybe it was a phone call after all.

I knocked on the door and waited for a "come in"but I received none maybe he didn't hear so I knocked louder and finally opened the door slowly when I still didn't get any reply

I hope that he was okay, I walked through the door and saw the silhouette of a woman,oh no maybe he was still doing business,my presence here doesn't seem to matter I'll just come back later.

I didn't step back though,it was as if something took over my sense of reasoning and it propelled me forward, I made it in slowly and surely it was a woman but she had her face to Brian but why is she standing so close to him,is this how the higher-ups have a conversation.

I could feel the tension between them but why didn't they notice someone come in,

      this isn't right

I think they needed privacy and I was about to give them that when she made a move,it was like a slap and I couldn't help but announce my self.

         "what the fuck............"

A/n: I hope you enjoyed this chapter
I wrote it having so many emotions I hope you feel them too

I also have a thank you from Eva 💓for hanging in there with her

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well a teaser 😉 the next chapter will be something you've all been waiting for/memories

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