In the City (A Chris Brown Story)

Sorry Enough

"This some bullshit" I yelled out as I was being tagged in all types of post on the internet.

"Calm down"

"No im going to sue this fucking hospital and own everything that bitch has. That's the same bitch that tried to get my autograph while I was seeing the babies"

"Don't yell at me" Ki said as she fed Zi.

"I'm sorry but we have tried so hard to just keep this as low as possible and we have been doing it well and one mad ass bitch wants a come up and does this."

"I'm upset too but what can we do at this point?" She asked.

"I was trying to respect the fact that you wanted to remain low and were able to still live life as you wanted. I know you didn't want to be linked into this hectic life of mine. Had I known giving her an autograph would've kept this from happening then I would have just given her one."

"You don't know that. She might've still done this." She said as she switched babies.

"You're going to need security now"

"I don't want security"

"You have no choice. They know who you are now and I'll be damned if someone hurts you and the babies because they want to get pictures and shit."

"I'll be okay" she said.

"No you won't. Trust me I know how this works. If you feel comfortable I'll just tell Greg to be with you and I'll hire a new one for myself."

"I guess that's fine. I like Greg" she said.

"Besides this bs how are you feeling?"

"I feel complete. I never knew having babies would make me feel like this. Not that I lacked love before but it's the unconditional love that they give you. These little humans love me no matter what. To them I am a perfect being" she smiled at them both.

I wanted her to feel that way about me as well but I knew the time wasn't right for that. Over the last few days I've been here with her and it's been perfect. Since the news broke we have been the only two in the room and we have had no interruptions. Nobody fussing. Nobody saying don't do this or that. It's just been us.

"How do you feel papa?" She asked.

"I feel good. Even though Zin was a surprise I feel like she was what I needed. They say every time a man gets a daughter she teaches him how to love a woman better. I know I already had two and with each one I learn how to love more and more but a surprise daughter just showed me that I have to do better so all my daughters know how to be properly loved by a man. And Zion and Aeko need an example on how to love a woman. I don't think I am good enough for you. You are so much better to me than I could ever be for you. I messed up so many times with so many women and I just don't want to hurt you or anyone else. I was being selfish before thinking just because y'all had my kids that I could just have this hold over yall and come and go as I wanted but that's not right." I started tearing up.

"Listen you are a phenomenal father. I've seen that. I have no doubt in my mind that you'll be all you can be for all these babies you have. You just need to know that you don't have to try and be in a relationship with every girl that has your baby. It may not be ideal but it is what it is. You just aren't a relationship guy and that's ok."

"See you're too good for me. You are so understanding"

"It's because I understood from the beginning that it was never going to be an us thing. I knew what it was even though you tried to trick me" she said.

"Trick you how?"

"Had me thinking you was all in love with me and shit"

"I am in love with you" I said in a serious tone.