In the City (A Chris Brown Story)

Dreams Fairytales and Fantasies

"I didn't mean it" Chris said to Greg.

"He didn't mean it" Ki said to Jay.

"You shouldn't have done it" Greg said to Chris.

"He shouldn't have done it" Jay said to Ki.

At the moment the two called the only people they knew were sane enough to handle what just happened.

Ki was shaken up from the interaction because it was something she never expected to happen.

Chris was shaken up because he promised himself he'd never get that angry again. He understood that he let his anger get the best of him and he was wrong from beginning to end.

Ki understood that words meant things and saying what she said would only get a reaction but she never thought that would be the reaction.

Chris wanted to close himself off because in the back of his mind he was sure she was scared of him and saw him as a monster. He knew she hated him now. He knew every time things were looking good for them that something bad happened and he was always the cause of it.

Ki could handle her own and she knew the push wasn't enough to make her hate him. In fact she didn't fear him at all because she knew that wasn't the person he was. She also knew the slap she delivered to his face hurt way more than the fall to the floor.

In this situation they both knew they were wrong. Of course two wrongs don't make a right and after evaluating the sides separately Greg and Jay concluded that the two needed to separated for a while. The pairs agreed to keep this altercation from Kash. Knowing the two they couldn't stay away from each other long.

"I'm sorry" Chris said as she opened the door. "You don't have to let me in but I want to speak my peace." She nodded. "I was completely in the wrong. I should've never got that angry. You are right we are not together and you have every right to talk to whoever you want. As a man I never want to hear another man talk about the woman he loves in any way and to hear you throw in my face about my wrong doings and how it differs really messed me up. I feel deep down inside you never forgave me but again that's on me. I should have never put my hands on you and I know you hate me right now and I don't blame you. I know you look at me as a monster and I have to live with that. I apologize and I want you to know that I love you so much even if you hate me"

Once he finished he had tears in his eyes but he didn't care. He had never cried this much over a woman ever in his life and he was still very puzzled on what she had done to make him this soft.

Once she hadn't responded he started to turn around to leave but he didn't notice that her eyes were full of tears as well. She grabbed his shoulder making his look at her.

"I accept your apology. I also want to apologize for saying what I said and also slapping you" she turned his face to see her hand print still on his face. "I don't hate you and I am not scared of you. We have to learn how to communicate better. This is why it's important for us to start from the beginning because instead of us talking like normal humans we either walk away or start screaming at each other."

"You're right."

"I forgive you but next time you pull at my dress or shirt and it doesn't lead to mind blowing sex I'm going to shoot you." Ki smiled at him kissed the side of his face that her hand print was on and shut the door in his face.

"I thought we were good?" Chris said from the other side of the door.

"We are. Love you" she walked away from the door and went back to what she was previously was doing.

Chris stood at the door confused. He should've known better than to think she'd let him back that easy but at least they talked and apologized. As soon as he prepared himself to walk away the door opened back up.