Shadows of recklessness

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We continue talking and laughing until I see that girl, pansy. She's sitting at a table joking around with her friends, making nasty comments. 

"Anyways, I'll talk to you later" I smile at Astoria as I dissapear into the crowd. I stumble over to pansy's table.

"Hey pansy!" I shout in anger

Mattheo hears me shout at her and rushes over

"You brainless bitch!" I shout as I splash the substance form my cup into her face. She gasps.

Mattheo grabs my shoulder and stands in front of me as he pushes me away from her as she stands up to try and defend herself.

"I'll take care of her she's high" He says to pansy as she scoffs.

He brings me into an empty room with no people and pushes me up against the wall. 

"What the hell are you doing, you're gonna get in trouble!" He shouts in my face.

"Shhhh" I place my finger on his lip.

"Trouble is g...good" I slur my words.

"Are you fucking drunk?" He asks, gritting my teeth and slapping the empty cup out of my hand.

"How, how rude of you to assume that i'm d...drunk, I'm just...having fun silly mattheo" I slur my words even more, tripping in my spot with his hands still on my shoulder pinning me against the wall.

He grabs my arm harshly, "No more drinking tonight, understood?"

I wince in pain as he suddenly grabs my arm, rubbing against my cuts.

"Why does that hurt so much?" He asks, still in anger

Why is he so angry, it's not like he cares what happens to me anyway. Suddenly, the door opens and theo walks in confused. Mattheo lets go of me

"Don't tell me what to do...you're not my dad!" I say angrily and storm out of the room

"Maybe I'm not you're dad, but I'm sure he'd be dissapointed." He shouts after me.

Well that one hurt. I can't believe he'd say that. I can almost feel a tear falling down my cheek before I wipe it away and go to grab another drink.

"Dude chill, her parents are dead, you can't say that." Theo tells Mattheo, still in the room.

"They are?" His eyes widen.

Theo nods and walks out of the room trying to find me as well as mattheo. I mix up another drink and immediately take a sip. I start walking around flirting with random people trying to have fun with them.

"Theo go get her" Mattheo demands.

"Let her have fun, i'll keep watch and if she does anything crazy i'll step in alright" He replies.

I grab a gryffindor boys hand and start dancing with him, he's kinda tipsy too so he doesn't mind. I pass my drink to a random guy in the crowd and we grab eachothers hands and dance crazily to the music.

Draco and enzo see me and chuckle with each other as they watch me dance with this guy. 

After a few minutes of dancing I feel a cold pair of hands snake around my waist. I turn around and gulp. My eyes immediately met with his. Jackson. 

"J...jackson what are you doing? Let go of me." I say quietly, weakly trying to shove him away.

He just smirks and grabs my arm, attempting to pull me into a secluded room with him.

"Please, I would rather just stay out here" I say, not realising what he's really doing. I try to tug away but I am far to weak, I could hardly even pick up something over 1 pound at this point. I'm way too drunk. I can hardly move, speak or use any force, in fact I can hardly keep my eyes open.

"Jackson, I...I said I wanna stay out here, I wanna keep dancing." I whisper, smiling.

He doesn't stop pulling me to a room, "You can dance, after I do something you should have let me do a long time ago" He smirks.

"You're not going to do anything." I turn around to see mattheo. Mattheo grabs Jackson my the shirt and pushes him backwarrds to the ground, he gets on top of him and starts throwing punches. Jackson punches back and the crowd starts to go wild. Enzo steps in and grabs mattheo pulling him away from the fight, stopping him from doing any further damage. Draco wraps his arms around my back, helping me to walk as we follow after them.

"I'll fucking kill you, this isn't over" Mattheo says to jackson, gritting his teeth.

The rest of the group follow us out of the party and walk back to the slytherin common room. When we arrive Draco places me on the couch and I begin sobbing into a pillow. Draco sits down next to me and comforts me as everyone else sits around me too.

"Why are you crying?" Enzo asks softly

"I... i don't know what's happening, and now mattheo is hurt and i ruined the party and why was jackson pulling me away? Why wouldn't he let me dance? I really wanted to dance with my new friend. I...I'm so confused and I couldn't get him off, I felt like a feather, why no dance?" I say, absoluetly drunk and oblivious to what was going on.

"You didn't ruin it, Jackson did. He wasn't going to do anything, he just wanted to dance with you instead of the other guy" Tom says, trying to keep me from getting more upset by telling me the truth.

"But I don't wanna dance witth him, he is bully" I say with a baby voice.

"We know...We know y/n" Draco says comforting me.

Mattheo just sits in his chair, staring at the fire in the fireplace gritting his teeth inside his mouth and clenching his fists. 

"She's drunk, Mattheo stay with her tonight." Theo says

"Why me?" Mattheo breaks his stare and asks.

"Because you punched that guy for her." Theo says.

Mattheo rolls his eyes and helps me stand up, without saying anything. I smile and wave goodnight at the boys as mattheo drags me into his dorm. What a night.

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